Adventure stories; French -- England -- Fiction; Great Britain -- History -- Charles II, 1660-1685 -- Fiction; Love stories
She recoiled in dismay in the corner of the bulkhead to listen to
the tramp of his heavy sea-boots down the passage. For the first
time she feared him. She could not know that it was the sight of her
face and of something new he saw there which raised a doubt that had
entered, a canker, into his mind. She could not know what a struggle
it was costing him and at what pains he took refuge in the silence
he demanded. His brutality was but the sudden outward manifestation
of this battle, which, should it not take one side, must assuredly
take the other. He had decided. Nothing should turn the iron helm of
his will. But as he sought the deck, hot memory poured over him in
a flood. He recalled the times she had tossed her head at him, even
before the incident of the coach. That, too, he remembered, even with
a sense of amusement. The coranto! and how he had sought to patch
and mend his wounded pride by fruitlessly assailing hers, battering
abortively at the citadel of the heart he could never hope to win.
Ferrers! The precious papers he had had for a sweet half-hour in his
bosom and had thrown away! Where had Ferrers hidden them from her? The
priceless heritage with which he could have daunted this woman-enemy of
his whom he had loved and hated at the same time and from whom he had
received only scorn and misprision. Could he refuse her now that she
was a helpless captive, weak, frail, and unfriended among a crew of
rascals who stood at nothing and from whom only himself could preserve
her? Had he not secretly welcomed her wish last night to be carried
aboard the _Saucy Sally_, and the contingency which made it impossible
for her to be returned to the _San Isidro_? Was he not conscious of a
sense of guilt that he had not found an opportunity to send her back
to safety? She was completely in his power. His heart sang high; but
the cord was frayed, and the note rang false. It was impossible; no
matter how deeply he had seared his soul, no man born as he had been
born could refuse the mute appeal of a woman in distress. He thought of
his dishonor the night he had come upon the _Saucy Sally_, when in a
fury against the fortune which still denied him he had railed, madly,
impotently, against all virtue, and in a passion of vengefulness sunk
so low that he had loudly threatened, like a common street ruffian and
card-room bully, this woman, whom--God help him!--he loved and would
love throughout all time. The depth of his degradation cumbered him
about, remorse fell upon him, and anguish wrung his heart from his
body as nothing--not even the loss of the papers--had done.
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