Adventure stories; French -- England -- Fiction; Great Britain -- History -- Charles II, 1660-1685 -- Fiction; Love stories
The old life in London, with its gaming, its carousing and gallantry--he
could see it all through new eyes, washed clean and clear by the purging
winds and storms of heaven. Himself he marked from a great moral
distance, almost as though from another planet--the silly, spoiled child
of folly that he had been. And it was this impotent creature who had
cried out against his fate, which, with a rare honesty, had only lowered
him from the high estate to which he had won, in accordance with the
same inexorable regulations of the human law which had raised him there.
The figures in that London life passed before him like a row of tawdry
puppets, serving the same martyrdom to folly as himself, at the
expense of love, charity, and all true virtue. Soft thinking for a
powder-blackened, bearded _flibustier_, with hands even yet red from his
last depredation! He smiled supinely to himself, that he could think
thus of the things that so recently had been his very existence. In that
London life, amid that throng of tinsel goddesses, one figure stood
eminent and conspicuous. It was that of the woman who in all companies
of men and women held her fame so fair that, whatever their reputations
for high deeds or ignoble vices, none was so great as she. In that great
court where virtue was a gem of so little worth that it was kept hid and
secret, Mistress Barbara had worn it openly, broadly, high upon her
brow, with a rare pride, as the most priceless of her inestimable
jewels.
He loved her. Flaunted, scorned, despised, he loved her the more. The
past was engulfed and vanquished. He only saw her an actuality of the
flesh here aboard his very ship--the dove in the eagle’s nest, whom
every law and impulse, human and divine, impelled him to succor and
protect. The vibrant voice, the gentle touch, the soft perfume of her
presence provoked the covetous senses and stole away his will. It was
with mingled feelings of apprehension and alarm that he discovered to
himself the persistency of his attachment. He acknowledged it only
when he learned that nothing else was possible. And when that was done
he planned and resolved again, with a new fervency of determination.
The future should atone. She had thought him a wild, reckless gallant,
who had won his way and continued to win--by his wits--a worthless
creature who consorted with the worst men of the court and presented in
the world the characteristics she most despised. How he hated the thing
that he had been, the mask that he had worn! If she had cared, she
could have seen, she would have learned that he was not all that she
had thought him. The reckless gallant was become a rough _boucanier_
and _pirato_. She had seen him in the red fever of battle. _Eh bien._
He would not undeceive her. Red-handed _pirato_ he would remain. No
glimpse should she have of the struggle beneath. He would set her safe
ashore at Port Royal. He would sail away from her forever, and she
should enjoy her fortune.
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