It was all very well--went on thought--being in love with James, but why
_should_ one be in love with James? One ought to be jolly angry with the
man. Taking it all round, he had behaved disgracefully. James had "shied
off" because he couldn't face a little scandal; had written the coldest,
unfriendliest letters.
"James, in fact," decided the girl, "doesn't care a button for me, and
I'm a little fool to let myself care for him."
But when, arrived at the flat, Betty Masterman, with a malicious pout of
her red lips, imparted the news that "the Wilberforce man" had rung up
to suggest himself for tea on the following afternoon, Mollie
Fullerford's mental dignity gave way to an ardor of anticipation which
made her feel--as she expressed it to herself just before falling
asleep--"a perfect little idiot"; and when, next afternoon--to all
outward appearances his undisturbed self--Jimmy was heralded into the
sitting-room, the girl felt extraordinarily grateful to the "man in
Sloane Street" under whose ministrations she had spent the morning.
All the same, she felt uncommonly nervous. Watching her James as he
arranged his long bulk in the most comfortable of the three chairs,
handing him his tea, listening to the easy flow of small talk between
him and Betty, Mollie found it impossible to realize that this could be
the creature about whose physical and mental qualities her imagination
had woven its tissue of dreams. That he and she were participators in a
tragic romance; that if he asked her to marry him (and she knew
subconsciously, even though consciously denying the possibility, that he
_would_ ask her) she would have to refuse--seemed possibilities
connected rather with the heroine of some magazine story than with her
own demure self.
Tea finished, Betty made the telephone in her bedroom an excuse to leave
the pair alone; clicked the door on them; and pattered away in her
high-heeled shoes.
"You're not looking as well as you were when I saw you last," managed
Wilberforce, after a minute's self-conscious silence.
"Aren't I?" Mollie would have given a good deal to run away from him, to
run after Betty.
"No. You haven't been ill or anything, have you?"
"Ill!" She forced a smile to her lips. "Rather not. I've been quite all
right."
They gazed at each other. Then, abruptly, Jimmy said:
"Mollie, what's happened to us?"
"To _us_?" she queried shyly.
"Yes; to you and me." The man paused, plunged in. "We were such
frightfully good pals last summer, and now it seems as though"--another
pause--"we don't hit things off a bit."
"Is that my fault or yours?" There was scarcely a hint of their old
camaraderie in the girl's sulky voice.
"Mine, I suppose," he sulked back.
"Well, isn't it?" she shot at him; and at that all the
self-realizations, all the heart-searchings and heart-burnings in James
Wilberforce blew to one bright point of clear flame, melting his reserve
as the blow-pipe melts cast iron.
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