"Mollie," he blurted out, "you know how I hate beating about the bush.
Let's be open with one another. Let's admit that something _has_
happened." He leaned forward in his chair, both hands on his knees. "But
you aren't going to let that something make any difference, are you?"
His method irritated her to abruptness.
"You _are_ beating about the bush, Jimmy. Why not be straight?"
"I'm trying to be straight." His hands clenched. "But it's jolly
difficult. You see, there are some things that--well, that one doesn't
discuss with girls."
"Isn't that rather rot nowadays?" retorted Mollie, hating herself for
the slang.
"I don't think it's rot. I think there are a good many subjects a man
doesn't want to discuss with--with a girl he--er--cares about."
"Then he does care," thought Mollie; and felt her heart leap to the
thought. Outwardly she made pretense of considering his sentence; her
brows crinkled. Inwardly she pretended herself still vexed with him. She
said to herself, "He mustn't see that I care. He must be taught his
lesson."
"You're a bit old-fashioned, aren't you, Jimmy?" she prevaricated at
last.
"Perhaps I am." Affection made him suddenly the schoolboy. "But it's
devilish awkward, isn't it; this--this business about your sister?"
"Awkward!" Mollie's loyalty stiffened her to discard prevarication. "I
don't think it's awkward. _I_ think it's jolly rough luck on Aliette and
Mr. Cavendish. Hector knows perfectly well they'd get married if he'd
only set her free. I think Hector's a cad. Alie told him everything
before she went. He knows jolly well she'll never go back to him. Why
should she? A man doesn't own a woman for ever and ever just because he
happens to marry her."
The speech roused Jimmy to an unwonted height of imagination. He saw
himself marrying Mollie, quarreling with Mollie; saw Mollie running away
from him, as Aliette had run away from Hector.
"So if _you_ married a man, you wouldn't consider yourself tied to him
for life?"
"Certainly not. Not if he didn't behave decently."
The girl's eyes were brave enough, but a shiver of apprehension ran
through her body. She thought: "He couldn't care for anybody who said
that sort of thing to him." Jimmy seemed to be considering her
statement, weighing it up. It came to her instinctively that they were
at the crisis of their lives.
"And if he behaved well to you?" The words seemed fraught with meaning.
"Why, then"--she could feel herself shivering, shivering from the soles
of her feet to the roots of her bobbed hair--"then--there wouldn't be
any need for me to run away from him."
Their eyes met; brown eyes searching violet. Their eyes lit with mutual
understanding. Self-consciousness deserted her; deserted them both. She
was conscious of him--close to her--seizing her hands--speaking rapidly,
unrestrainedly:
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