Fulham Park knew the pair of them--and Barnes Common--and Putney Heath.
Down the myriad streets that lead away from the river to the unexplored
south of London they wandered as far as Shadwell Wood and Coombe Wood
and Richmond Park. And always, from those walks, Aliette returned
thoughtful; for now, as imagination pictured more and more clearly the
fate of Dennis and of Etta should those dream-children be at last made
real, there waxed in her the determination to strike the one last
possible blow for legal freedom.
Hitherto pride, and to a certain extent the fear of still further
exasperating him, had prevented her from making any personal move in
Hector's direction. Hitherto she had acquiesced in the policy that
others--Ronnie, Julia, the admiral, James Wilberforce--should fight for
her. But all these had failed!
And, "Surely," thought Aliette, "surely it is my duty to conquer this
pride, to put aside these fears, to meet him face to face."
But, despite the assurances of the imaginative power--which showed her
herself resolute against Hector, reasoning with Hector, remonstrating
with Hector, finally shaming Hector into giving her her freedom--Aliette
could not bring herself to ask even the favor of an interview. Three
separate times she sat down to the little satin-wood desk in the parlor,
three separate times she took pen in hand; but each time determination
failed at mere sight of the first uncompromising "Dear" on the tinted
note-paper. Pride and her disdain for the man, courage and fear alike
forbade her to cross that Rubicon.
"I'm a fool," she said to herself, "a fool and a funk. For Ronnie's
sake, for the sake of Ronnie's mother, even for my own sake I ought to
write. But I can't--I just can't." And the pen would drop from her
nerveless fingers, leaving her soul prey to that utter despondency which
only the prophetically imaginative suffer.
Meanwhile, the imaginative powers of another woman--powers so infinitely
better trained than Aliette's that their least effort could formulate
the written word--were concentrating on Hector Brunton. To Julia
Cavendish, ever since the Bournemouth Tragedy, the mere name had become
an obsession. Despite her growing prescience of death, despite the
lethargy which every day made more potent over her limbs, the old lady's
mind throbbed with activity. That tiniest protoplasm of a plan which she
had conceived on Christmas day spored under her thoughts as
coral-blossoms spore under the sea; till her brain, mistress of the
written word, saw itself join issue with the brain of Hector Brunton,
master of the word spoken--and defeat it.
"There is one weapon," thought Julia Cavendish, "one sure weapon with
which I can pierce his armor." Yet somehow her hand tarried in the
forging of that weapon, as though the moment were not yet come.
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