At those tea-parties Julia was curiously inquisitive. Habitually she
would steer conversation into personal channels, putting question after
question to Aliette--about her marriage with Hector, about her family,
about her elopement; till it seemed to the younger woman, shrinking from
the frankness of those questions, as though the elder were striving to
probe every secret of her life. But the probing was never unkindly; and
after Julia had retired to her room, Aliette, lonely in the hush of
Sussex sunsets that splashed warm gold on the gabled brown of the great
house, mused much for love of this marvelously valiant old lady whose
very valiance had beaten down death.
For actually, listening to the courage in Julia's voice, it was
impossible to imagine that voice forever silent. Even the second
hemorrhage, so slight that only the patient divined its full
significance, failed to dissipate Aliette's confidence.
Those nights, Hector's wife dreamed no more of Hector. Her dreams were
all of Ronnie; of Ronnie, solitary from Monday night to Friday in the
ridiculous flat where Caroline Staley still tended his sparse
requirements; of Ronnie, very loving, very confident of ultimate
success.
Latterly more than one important case--cases that brought publicity
rather than fees--had been put in Ronnie's way; and Julia, reading his
name in the papers, would gloat a little, seeing him already famous.
With her son, too, whenever he visited them, Julia had grown curiously
inquisitive, cross-examining him by the hour together about the work he
had done during the week, about the intricacies of the law, about
various prominent members of his profession. But when he grew
inquisitive about her work, Ronnie's mother always pleaded tiredness.
"I'm only playing at things," she used to say. "Don't worry me to tell
you about my scribbling."
3
The love of a man for a woman, and of a woman for her mate are very
blind, very selfish, when compared with the love of a mother for her
son. Every week, as June flamed into July, as her fears for Julia
subsided, as the fret of London dwindled into memory and the country
wove its soothing spells more and more surely about her consciousness;
every week-end when she drove to welcome her lover at the little wayside
station which served Daffadillies, Aliette grew more and more radiant,
more and more akin to the woman of a year ago, the woman whose kisses
had made paradise of Chilworth Cove.
Here, under the ramparting downs, even as then by the creaming beaches,
no harsh breeze from the outer world blew cold to wither the crimson
flowers of their lonely happiness. Even as at Chilworth, no strangers
came nigh them. Friends, acquaintances, her chagrined family--Julia
banned them all. The rare visitors from neighboring places had to
content their curiosity with leaving cards. The press, satisfied of
convalescence, left them undisturbed. Miraculously the telephone had
ceased to ring.
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