So while in the high rooms and on the smooth lawns of Daffadillies Julia
worked undistracted, glad that her loved ones, all unknowing what they
did, should make high holiday, Ronnie and Aliette, careless of Hector,
careless of scandal, careless of ostracism, played man and wife: until,
since no word, no thought, no living creature reminded them of reality,
their play grew truth and they forgot.
In this, their second honeymoon-time, their second oasis of make-believe
in the desert of unmarried life, Daffadillies became very "Joyous Gard,"
love's castle whence they rode out together--every week-end--on hired
nags--into fairyland. Southward to the downs or eastward into the weald
they rode; and wonderful it was once again to feel even hired horseflesh
under them, to recapture for ecstatic moments on swift scurries across
sheep-bitten turf the mad inexplicable bliss of their first meeting long
and long ago in the hunting-field.
"Man, if only hounds ran in summertime," Aliette would laugh, and crack
a playful whip at Ponto lolloping, stern high, beside them.
For if the man and the woman were happy, the huge hound was in his
seventh heaven. The great house suited him. His harlequin shape might
have been bred to match the gleam and shadows of those stone terraces
where--coat silken from the chamois-leather, slitty eyes somnolent yet
watchful--he basked in sunshine or bayed the moon till Aliette, fearful
for the invalid's comfort, drove him to the stables.
In "Joyous Gard" even Dennis and Etta were forgotten. How could Aliette
desire dream-children or any children so long as her present happiness
endured? To feel that Ronnie still cared, that the mere touch of her
hand could still kindle in him the flames of their early passion; to
realize herself responsible for his mother's comfort; to know that at
last she was being of real service to both of them--these things
sufficed the woman.
But the man, subconsciously, still yearned for material success, for the
prizes of his profession, for the fame and the emoluments of it. At the
woman's touch not only passion but ambition kindled him. If only once,
just once, he could meet and defeat, snatch a forensic victory from the
"hanging prosecutor."
4
Once again, as July sped, Julia Cavendish stumbled in her race with
death. The sustained effort of the past weeks had exhausted her
vitality. Her brain wearied of its weapon-forging; and for a week she
stayed it from the anvil.
But her brain, once released from its secret task, felt the impulse--as
is the habit of creative brains--to burden itself with other tasks. The
imaginative power, no longer under definite control, grew fearful,
painting devils on every wall. She summoned Sir Heron Baynet from
London, questioned and cross-questioned him about her disease. "You're a
mind-specialist, _inter alia_?" was one of her questions. "Tell me, do
you believe that a healthy mind can triumph over an unhealthy body?"
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