"Of course, Mrs. Cavendish." Jimmy, moved to a great compassion, took
one of the blue-white hands in his own strong clasp. "You can rely upon
me."
"Thank you. I can sleep now."
He released her hand; and Julia subsided, eyes closed, among her
pillows.
For a moment, Jimmy was terrified. "She's going to die," he thought.
"She's going to die to-night!"
But the eyes opened again; and it seemed to Jimmy that they read his
unspoken thought. "I'm not going to die yet awhile," said Julia
Cavendish. "I'm only sleepy. You might ring for nurse."
Just as the nurse came in, she said to him, "If I write that letter to
you instead of to your father, it will be because I feel that you owe me
a debt--a debt of gratitude. Scandal's a very small price to pay
for--love, Mr. Wilberforce."
4
Once outside Julia's bedroom door, the solicitor took a silk
handkerchief from the pocket of his dinner-jacket and pretended to blow
his nose. He wanted, in his own elegant phraseology, "to blub like
anything." For the moment, his essentially legal mind was off its
balance. "I must control myself," he thought; "I mustn't let those
people downstairs see."
And perhaps, if Ronnie and Aliette had been in the drawing-room, James
Wilberforce might have succeeded in disciplining himself. But Mollie was
alone; had been alone for a whole anxious hour.
"Jimmy"--she rose from the sofa as he entered, and her eyes met his
across the sudden brightness of the room--"Jimmy, what's the matter? You
look as if you'd seen a ghost."
"Nothing's the matter," he said dully.
"You're sure?"
"Quite. She's asleep." He came across the room to her, and they faced
one another, all pretense wiped from their eyes.
"Tell me," said the girl at last. "Tell me, is it quite hopeless? Does
_she_--does _she_ know?"
"Yes. She knows."
"How terrible!" Mollie's voice trembled. "Jimmy, won't you tell me what
she said? There might be some way in which I could help----"
"There's only one way in which you can help me, Mollie."
"Don't! Please don't!" Her hands protested. "We mustn't think of
ourselves. Not here. Not now."
"Why not!" he said sullenly; and then, sinking heavily into a chair, "I
suppose you're right, dear. Life's a rotten mess----"
"Poor Jimmy!" Mollie's voice was very tender. "My poor Jimmy!" She put
her hand on his head. He grasped it feverishly; and quite suddenly she
knew that her James, her unemotional Philistine of a James, was crying.
* * * * *
Thought expired like a candle in the mind of Mollie Fullerford. She was
just conscious that Jimmy had risen from his chair--that his hand still
grasped hers--that he was leading her through the open windows--over a
lawn which felt damp to her thin-shod feet--under a moon-fretted
tree--toward the dark of shrubberies.
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