Somehow they were standing on a bridge; a little rustic bridge, mossy
banks and moss-green water below. Her hands on the bridge-rail quivered
like the hands of a 'cello player. She was quivering all over, quivering
like a restive horse. Jimmy's arm was round her shoulders. He was
speaking to her, hoarsely, hysterically, pleading with her; and she knew
that the resolution which had held her so long firm against his
importunities was weakening; weakening to every jerk of the Adam's apple
in his throat.
"Mollie," he pleaded, "I need you. I want you. I can't do without you. I
can't wait any longer for you. You must marry me. You must, I tell you,
you must."
"Jimmy," she stammered, "Jimmy--please."
"You little idiot!" Suddenly, she grew conscious of an immense anger in
him. "You dear, damned little idiot. What good do you think you're doing
by refusing to marry me? You're not doing yourself any good. You're not
doing me any good. You're not doing your sister any good." Words rushed
out of him--faster--faster--always less coherent. "Little fool. Selfish
little fool We sha'n't do anybody any good by waiting. Shall we? Answer
me, Mollie! Shall we? Shall we do anybody any good?"
Words petered out. He could only strain her to him, crudely, fiercely.
She felt her body weakening; felt the inhibitions of a year ebbing like
water from, the channels of her mind. His lips sought hers. She yielded
her lips to him--yielded herself beaten, to the fierceness of his arms.
"Little idiot, will you marry me?"
"Yes, Jimmy."
Triumphant, he released her; and in that moment his mind, still
quivering from the verity of death, knew the verity of love.
CHAPTER XXVIII
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Next morning, Saturday, after breakfast, a very subdued Jimmy and Mollie
broke the news of their formal engagement. To both of them the events of
overnight, remembered in the prosaic day, seemed curiously out of
perspective. They had, they decided, "gone off the deep end"; and, being
rather casual young people, left it at that, content to enjoy the
happiness which their emotional plunge had brought them.
Jimmy, of course, changed his original plan of returning to town by the
evening train. The usual notice for the "Daily Telegraph" was drafted,
Clyst Fullerford and the baronet communicated with in two conventional
letters, and the inevitable bottle of champagne broached for luncheon.
Though Julia did not share that bottle, the engagement was like a draft
of wine to her mentality. She felt that the alliance of the Wilberforces
with the Fullerfords could only benefit her secret schemes; and, strong
in that feeling, put all cerebral turmoils away. On Saturday afternoon,
quite undisturbed by the swish and pat from the tennis-court, she worked
two hours, and on Sunday morning, three.
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