Following this line of thought, he quickly saw that whatever Mr.
Hartwell might have to say, and however his conclusions might be put
aside, it would be necessary for him, Wesley, to acquaint all those men
who were associated with him in his work with his intention of marrying
a certain young woman. There were his associates in London, in Bristol,
in Bath, and above all there was his brother Charles. Would they be
disposed to think that such a union would be to the advantage or to the
detriment of the work to which they were all devoted?
The moment he thought of his brother he knew what he might expect. Up to
that moment it had really never occurred to him that any objection that
might not reasonably be overruled, could be offered to his marrying
Nelly Polwhele. But so soon as he asked himself what his brother
would say when made aware of his intention, he perceived how it was
conceivable that his other friends might agree with Mr. Hartwell. For
himself, he had become impressed from the first with some of those
qualities on the part of Nelly Polwhele which, he was convinced, made
her worthy of being loved by the most fastidious of men. He had long ago
forgotten that she was only the daughter of a fisherman, and that she
owed her refinement of speech to the patronage of the Squire's daughters
whose maid she had been.
But what would his brother say when informed that it was his desire to
marry a young woman who had been a lady's maid? Would not his brother be
right to assume that such a union would be detrimental to the progress
of the work in which they were engaged? Had they not often talked
together deploring how so many of their brethren in the Church had
brought contempt upon their order through their loss of self-respect in
marrying whomsoever their dissolute patrons had ordered them to marry?
What respect could anyone have for his lordship's chaplain who was
content to sit at the side table at meals and in an emergency discharge
the duties of a butler, and comply without hesitation to his lordship's
command to marry her ladyship's maid, or, indeed, any one of the
servants whom it was found desirable to have married?
The thing was done every day; that was what made it so deplorable, he
and his brother had agreed; and in consequence day by day the influence
of the clergy was declining. Was he then prepared to jeopardise the work
to which he had set his hand by such a union as he was contemplating?
He sprang to his feet from where he had been sitting by the window.
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