He found an apt illustration of the wisdom of the precept in the conduct
of the girl who had shown such thoughtfulness in regard to him. “Mentem
mortalia tangunt,” was the _sors Virgiliana_ which came to his mind at
the moment. He recognised the truth of it. A man was affected by the
material conditions of his life. If the girl had not shown such thought
for his comfort, he would well-nigh have been broken down by his
exhausting labours of the day, followed up by an exhausting walk along
the cliffs. He might not have returned to the house at which he was
staying in time to dine, before setting out for a long drive to another
place for an afternoon's meeting. So absorbed was he apt to be in his
preaching that he became oblivious to every consideration of daily life.
What were to him such trivial matters as eating and drinking at regular
intervals? He neglected the needs of his body, and only when he had
suffered for so doing did he feel that his carelessness was culpable. On
recovering from its' immediate effects, however, he fell back into his
old habits.
But now the thought that came to him was that he had need for someone to
be by his side as (for example) Nelly Polwhele had been. He knew quite
well, without having had the experience of married life, that if he had
had a wife, he would not have been allowed to do anything so unwise as
to walk straight away from the preaching to the cliffs, having eaten
nothing since the early morning, and then only a single cake of bread.
A good wife would have drawn him away from the people to whom he was
talking, to the house where he was a guest, and when there have set
about providing for him the food which he lacked and the rest which he
needed to restore him after his arduous morning's work, so that he might
set out for the afternoon's preaching feeling as fresh as he had felt in
the morning.
He was grateful to the girl, not only for her attention to him, but
also for affording him an illustration favourable to his altered way of
looking at a question which he fancied had long ago been settled forever
in his mind. (He had long ago forgiven the woman, who, in America, had
taught him to believe that a life of loneliness is more conducive to
one's peace of mind than a life linked to an unsympathetic companion.)
And having been led to such a conclusion, it was only reasonable that he
should make a resolution that, if he should ever be so fortunate as to
meet with a virtuous lady whom he should find to possess those qualities
which promised most readily to advance the work which he had at heart,
he would not be slow to ask her to be his companion to such an end.
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