It had come back, the precious intimacy of beauty, with that fullness
sitting there in the gondola, he realized with the intake of the breath
to express it and the curious throbbing of the palms to grasp. He was
able to identify in his bodily response to all that charged the decaying
wonder of Venice with opulent personality, the source of his boyish
dreams. It was no woman, he told himself, who had gone off with the
bystanders while he had been engaged with the dragons of poverty and
obligation, but merely the appreciations of beauty. There had never been
any woman, there was never going to be. He began to plan how he should
explain his discovery and the bearing of it, to Miss Dassonville. It
would be a pity if she were making the same mistake about it. He leaned
back in the cushioned seat and watched the silver shine of the prow
delicately peering out its way among the shadowy islands; lay so still
and absorbed that he did not know which way they went nor what his
gondolier inquired of him, and presently realized without surprise that
the Princess was speaking to him.
He felt her first, warm and friendlily, and then he heard her laughing.
He knew she was the Princess though she had no form or likeness.
"But which are you?" he whispered to the laughter.
"The right one."
"The one who stayed or the one who ran away?"
"Oh, if you don't know by this time! I have come to take you to the
House."
"Are you the one who was always there?"
"The Lovely Lady; there was never any other."
"And shall I go there as I used?" asked Peter, "and be happy there?"
"You are free to go; do you not feel it?"
"Oh, here--I feel many things. I am just beginning to understand how I
came to lose the way to it."
"Are you so sure?"
"Quite." Peter's new-found certainty was strong in him. "I made the
mistake of thinking that the House was the House of Love, and it is
really the House of Beauty. I thought if I found the one to love, I
should live in it forever. But now that I have found the way back to it
I see that was a mistake."
"How did you find it?"
"Well, there is a girl here----"
"Ah!" said the Princess.
"She is young," Peter explained; "she looks at things the way I used to,
and that somehow brought me around to the starting-point again."
"I see," said the Princess; the look she turned on him was full of a
strange, secret intelligence which as he returned it without knowing
what it was about, afforded Peter the greatest satisfaction. "Do you
know me now," she said at last, "which one I am?"
"The right one, I am sure of that."
"But which?"
"I know now," Peter answered, "but I am certain that in the morning I
shall not be able to remember."
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