“Forty years on, when afar and asunder,
Parted are those who are singing to-day,
When you look back and forgetfully wonder,
What you were like in your work and your play....”
followed by snatches of the Eton Boating Song. Then he would break off
to shout football signals:—
“25, 39, 15—Left-end and Tackle over! 19, 56, 22—You fellows, there!
What are you trying for? 19’s a bluff! Can’t you remember what’s told
you,—confound it!”
Interspersed with muttered snatches of German, and Latin paradigms.
“And, oh,” mourned Ernie, pathetically, “we’ve done dear Geof a great
injustice, Elizabeth. It’s amazing all that boy knows! He repeated lines
and lines of Cæsar;—I only wish Haze could have heard him!—and strings
of irregular French verbs, and then began to say the Capitals of the
States, and exports and imports! It was simply wonderful! I felt so
proud!”
But mother and I are frightened. Geof never would have known such things
in his right mind, we feel sure; and we suspect that Dr. Porter fears
cerebral complications. A consultation was held yesterday, and a second
nurse has been engaged to relieve Miss Barron.
Monday, March 9.
The fever has still three weeks to run. It does not seem as if Geof
could hold out. Ernie has grown so pale and still these last few days.
Mother and I are really anxious about her.
Wednesday, March 18.
I am desperate. I can’t bear it! I can’t! We have just been told that
our precious Robin must undergo an operation. Didn’t we have enough to
endure without this? Geoffrey so ill,—not past the crisis yet,—and now
Bobsie, my own baby, whom I love better than anything in all the world!
God is cruel!... Oh, I don’t know what I am writing! I must calm myself.
* * * * *
This afternoon, after hearing about Robin and trying to write, and
giving it up, I put on my hat and jacket and escaped alone to the Park.
I walked fast, and just at first I did not notice anything,—the bare
branches of the trees against the early sunset sky, the patches of
melting snow about the rhododendron bushes, the children playing with
their nurses on the common,—till one little fellow with rosy cheeks and
shining eyes came running, laughing and shouting over his shoulder, and
stumbled against me. “’S’cuse me!” he piped, and shied off again.
It was like a knife in my heart! I wondered stupidly why it should hurt
so, and sat down on a bench to think;—and then I knew it was because
Robin had never run like that. Oh, he has missed so much in his little
life!
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