I remember perfectly Bobsie’s first birthday. How I woke with a start,
before it was yet light, and saw the morning star, big and beautiful,
shining in at my window. I sat up in bed, and clasped my knees and
blinked at it,—conscious of an unusual stir in the house. Till all at
once there rose a little cry! How my heart beat. I jumped out of bed,
slipped on my dressing gown and slippers, and crept down the stairs to
mother’s door, where I crouched against the wall and listened.
A few moments later the door opened, and Mrs. Parsons, the nurse, poked
her head out. “Bless my soul,” she said, “I almost thought you was a
ghost, my dear. Run down to the library like a good girl, and tell your
pa that everything is all right. It is a fine little boy and your mamma
is doing nicely.”
“Oh, nurse,” I breathed, “might I see the baby first?”
“To be sure, you might,” answered Mrs. Parsons. And she went back into
the room and returned again with a little white flannel bundle which she
laid in my arms.
And I put back a corner of the blanket and peeped in, and there was
Robin smiling up at me! His eyes were big and dark, just as they are
to-day, and he blinked them. Everybody says it is impossible that Robin
should have smiled; but I saw him, and I know. So the next morning, I
put away my dolls, and never played with them again. It would have been
too stupid, with a real baby to mother, and dress, and sing to.
“She’s crying!” chirped a little voice. For I was thinking of these
things as I sat on the bench in the Park; and sure enough the tears were
on my face, and I looked up to find three chubby tots standing hand in
hand before me, staring in a solemn row.
So then I got up and came home again, since I did not care to make a
public spectacle of myself;—and mother met me on the doorstep with
outstretched hands, and her own brave smile.
“My darling,” she said, “I meant to spare you; but I am afraid it has
come as too much of a shock. Come into the parlour. We will have a cup
of cocoa.”
And when I was tucked snugly on the lounge and had wept my little weep
where no one could see,—we talked it all out together. What comfortable
institutions mothers are!
It seems that if Robin does not have the operation now he can never have
it. A few months later would be too late. And though Dr. Porter had
hoped to obviate the necessity by a long rest in bed, everything else
has failed. There remains this one chance.
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