Poor Feemy fell with her knees on the ground and her face on the
sofa, and there she lay sobbing for many minutes, while he again
stood silent with his back against the fireplace. During this time,
old feelings, principles, religious scruples, the love of honour
and fair fame, and the fear of the world's harsh word, were sorely
fighting in her bosom; they were striving to enable her to conquer
the strong love she felt for Ussher, and make her reject the disgrace
to which he was alluring her. Then he stooped to lift her up, and
as he kissed the tears from her face, passion prevailed, and she
whispered in his ear that she would go.
He stayed there for a considerable time after that; at first Feemy
was so agitated and so miserable, that she was unable to converse
with him, or listen to his plans for her removal. She sat there
sobbing and crying, and all he could say--all his protestations of
love--all his declarations that it was his firm intention to marry
her at Cashel--all his promises of kind and good treatment, were
unable to console her. He tried to animate her by describing to her
the pleasure she would have in seeing Dublin--the delight it would be
to her to leave so dull a place as Ballycloran, and see something of
the world, from which she had hitherto been excluded. But for a long
time it was in vain; she was thinking--though she rarely thought of
them--of her father and her brother; of what the old man would feel,
when she, his only joy, had gone from him in such a manner; of what
Thady would do and say, when he found that the suspicions, which
she knew he already entertained, were too true. She could not bring
her heart to give up Ussher; but the struggles within her breast at
length made her hysterical, and Ussher was greatly frightened lest
he should have to call in assistance to bring her to herself. She
did not, however, lose her senses, and after a time she became more
tranquil, and was able to listen to his plans. She first of all told
him that she had promised Mrs. McKeon to go to her house for a short
time, during the races, and suggested that she should now send some
excuse for declining the visit; but this he negatived. He desired her
to go there--to go to the races and the ball--and, above all, to keep
up her spirits, and at any rate seem to enjoy herself there as if
nothing particular had happened. This she promised to do, but with a
voice and face which gave but little sign of her being able to keep
her promise.
He told her that he would occasionally call at Mrs. McKeon's, so that
no remark might be made about his not coming to see her; he desired
her to tell no one that he was going permanently to leave the
country, and that he should not himself let it be known at Mohill
till the day or so before he went; and he added that even when it
was known that he was going, there would be less suspicion arising
respecting her, if she was at Drumsna, than if she remained at
Ballycloran.
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