and follow him, a base low creature, without a name? And was it
likely that after she had agreed to this--after she had so debased
herself, that he who had already deceived her so grossly would at
last keep his word by marrying her?
She was lying down with her face buried in her hands, tormenting
herself with such thoughts, when Biddy came to tell her that dinner
was on the table. Feemy did not dare to refuse to go in lest
something should be suspected; so she rubbed her red eyes till they
were still redder, and went into the parlour, where she alleged that
she had a racking headache, which would give her no peace; and having
sat there for a miserable half hour till her father and Thady had
finished their dinner, she went up stairs to her bed-room, and after
laying awake half the night, at last succeeded in crying herself to
sleep.
When Thady came from the kitchen, on being told that Father John
was waiting for him at the hall-door, he left his pipe behind him,
swallowed a draught of water to take off the smell of the spirits,
and prepared to listen to the priest's lecture, as he expected, with
sullenness and patience; but he was surprised out of his determined
demeanour by the kindness of the priest's address. He came forward,
and taking his hand, said,
"What, Thady, are you ill? What ails you?"
"Not much, then, Father John; only a headache."
"Are you too bad, my boy, to take a turn with me? I've a word or two
I want to say; but if you're really sick, Thady, and are going to
bed, I'll come down early to-morrow morning. Would you sooner I did
so?"
Father John said this because he thought that Thady really looked
ill. And so he did; his face was yellow, his hair unbrushed, his eyes
sunken, and the expression of his countenance sad and painful; but he
was overcome by the kindness of the priest's manner, and replied,
"Oh no! I'm not going to bed. I believe, Father John, I did not come
up to you because I was ashamed to see you afther last night."
"So I thought, my boy; and that's why I came down. I'm not sorry for
your shame, though there was not much cause for it. If it was a usual
thing with you to be drinking too much, you wouldn't be thinking so
much of it yourself the next day."
"But I believe I said something to yourself, Father John."
"Something to me! Egad, I forget what you said to me, or whether you
said anything. Oh no! you weren't so bad as that; but you were going
to eat Ussher about something. But never mind that now; don't get
tipsy again, if you can help it, and that's all about it. It's not
the drinking I'm come to talk to you about; for you're no drunkard,
Thady; and indeed it's not as your priest I want to talk to you at
all, but as one friend to another. And now, my dear boy, will you
take what I've to say in good part?"
These gentle words were the first comfort that had reached Thady's
heart that day, and tears were in his eyes as he answered,
"Indeed I will, Father John, for you're the only friend I have now."
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