At any rate, there he stood perfectly baffled. His object had been to
advise her, if Captain Ussher did not at once declare his purpose to
her family, to put a stop to his further visits; and if she refused
to comply with his advice, to tell her that he should himself ask
Captain Ussher his intentions, and that if they were not such as he
approved, he should inform him that he was no longer welcome at
Ballycloran.
This had seemed, though disagreeable, straightforward and easy enough
before the meeting; and now that it was over he could not think why
he had not said exactly what he had come there to say. To give him
his due, he blamed himself as much as he did his sister; he was very
unhappy about it all, but he could not think how he had been so very
stupid.
Had he lived more in the world, he would have had recourse to the
common resort in cases where speech is difficult; he would have
written a letter to his sister. But this never occurred to him; even
had it done so, Thady's epistolary powers were very small, and his
practice very limited; a memento to the better sort of tenants, as
to their "thrifle of rint," or a few written directions to Pat Brady,
about seizing crops and driving pigs, was its extent; and these were
written on pieces of coarse paper, which had been ruled for accounts,
and were smeared rather than fastened with very much salivated
wafers. His writing too was very slow, and his choice of language
not extensive; a letter on such a subject from a brother to a sister
should be well turned, impressive, terse, sententious: that scheme
would never have done for Thady.
What then should he do? if he were to go to Captain Ussher now, and
tell him to discontinue his visits, he would only be asked if he had
his sister's authority for doing so, or his father's. Should he get,
or try to get, his father's authority? The old man he knew was moping
over the parlour fire, half drunk, half stupid, and half asleep.
After thinking over it alone there in Feemy's sitting-room for an
hour, he determined that all he could do was to go back again to his
only friend, Father John.
When Feemy slammed the door, as she did at the end of her violent
oration above given, she betook herself to her bedroom, and began to
cry.
Public-domain text, read in full here on John Shaqi.
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