The Maid of Honour: A Tale of the Dark Days of France. Vol. 1 (of 3) — John Shaqi
The Maid of Honour: A Tale of the Dark Days of France. Vol. 1 (of 3)Wingfield, Lewis
History
The Maid of Honour: A Tale of the Dark Days of France. Vol. 1 (of 3)
Wingfield, Lewis
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
It is a grievous thing for a domestically inclined and affectionate
woman to be rudely exhorted to feed on her own tissues; to discover
that, as regards herself and the chosen one, affection is all on one
side. With burning tears of mortification, Gabrielle realised that
though Clovis was as cold as a corpse, she loved him. Perchance the
unconscious fear engendered by contact with so unusual and unexpected
a type, gave birth to a surprised fascination. She set him down as a
very clever and extremely learned man, and, had he so willed it, would
have worshipped at his shrine with the unreasoning satisfaction of
those who are not mentally gifted. She would have whispered with arms
about his neck, "Dear Clovis! I am not clever enough to rise to your
level, but I believe all you say because you say it. So kiss me, for I
am yours for all in all, and so delighted to be lovely and an heiress
for your dear darling sake!" But how to coo forth such pretty prattle
to a figure made of wood? How rest content with being coldly liked,
when you are burning to be beloved? Scathing disappointment and
disillusion! The beautiful and pampered Gabrielle, fortune's favoured
child, moped and fretted, and was miserable.
As years went on matters did not improve, for the unseen fingers of
the naughty spirits were tearing the pair asunder. When she would
fain have pouted out her lips to kiss, he stretched a surface of
cheek that was aggressively passive. He was kind according to his
lights--intended to be quite a model husband, but then wives and
husbands differ as to the way that leads to perfection. Since there
could be no sympathy between them, he interfered with her in no wise.
A man often deems that negative condition of freedom the _summum
bonum_; not so an affectionate woman. It is said that _mariages de
convenance_ are in the long run the most satisfactory unions, because
neither party expects anything, and whatever pleasure may casually
arise from friendly intercourse is to the good, whereas love-matches
are built upon the sand, made up of vague yearnings and unpractical
desires. The inevitable discovery is reached with lamentable rapidity
that dolls are stuffed with bran, and that in a sadly imperfect world
"things are not what they seem." But if sympathy is nil--never existed
at all--what flowers of joy can spring from utter barrenness? Clovis
adored music, and could discourse prettily enough on the 'cello.
Alack! Gabrielle had no ear, could not tell Glueck from Lulli; the
droning of the 'cello set her nerves a tingling; and when the
unappreciated player put down the bow to prate of animal magnetism, as
expounded by the immortal Mesmer, his beautiful wife grew peevish. Oh,
foolish Gabrielle! why could you not be affectionately deceitful since
you loved the man. Is the better sex gifted for nothing with peculiar
attributes? Why not have compelled yourself, with pardonable
falsehood, to ask tenderly after the favourite 'cello, have begged to
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