The Maid of Honour: A Tale of the Dark Days of France. Vol. 2 (of 3)Wingfield, Lewis
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The Maid of Honour: A Tale of the Dark Days of France. Vol. 2 (of 3)
Wingfield, Lewis
France -- History -- Revolution, 1789-1799 -- Fiction; Historical fiction
She sometimes mournfully reminded Gabrielle of the evening--it must
have been a thousand years ago--when they had discussed their
horoscopes. "The iron grave-clothes, as was foretold, are slowly
wrapping me," she said, "to stifle my breath and crush my bones. I
hope and believe, dear Gabrielle, that your prophet lied, for you are
content and well. Happiness, we all are bound to learn does not exist.
That will perhaps appear as a fresh and welcome acquaintance at some
later stage of the long journey. You are well, my dear, and I am glad,
but I may not keep you, for here we are under the ban. I would not
have the faithful few to share the fate which daily approaches
nearer."
Gabrielle sighed, but kept her counsel, for why should she inflict
her own sorrows on one so sorely stricken? Content? No. Not even
that--much less happy. She who needed sympathy and support so much
that without them she felt her fibres paralysed, had come to know that
all the battles of our inner life must be fought out alone, hand to
hand, in solitude, and that no friend, not even the dearest, can
help us in the conflict. She had learned that much during hours of
self-communing at Lorge, and the discovery dismayed her. In the next
world, the Christians say there is no marrying or giving in marriage.
Each soul is a single unit, the bonds of life-chains shattered. It is
so even in this life, though many see it not; when the real tussle
comes, the spirit stands unaided, deprived of succour from without, to
triumph or to fall alone.
It was her anxious wish to stay beside the queen and cheer her, and by
so doing cheer herself. To be certain that some one longed for her
advent, and that her appearance in a doorway was like the glinting of
a welcome sunbeam, was a novel and refreshing sensation after the
gruesome experiences of Lorge. There was no need to trouble about the
prodigies, seeing that they were enjoying the best of air under
surveillance of Toinon and her betrothed. The old mother, who sadly
missed the perennial scoldings of the irascible defunct, also needed
her presence, for was she not more helpless than her child? Gabrielle,
counselled by M. Galland, had settled that the old lady was to move to
a small house of modest aspect in the suburbs, where she could
vegetate unharmed by revolutionary turbulence, and arranged with the
family solicitor to keep a watchful eye on her.
The marquise had a variety of reasons, then, for desiring to remain in
the capital.
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