Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- History -- 1775-1865 -- Fiction
For despite all reason, despite even the evidence of her own eyes,
Cornelia kept a reserve. And in that pitiful last meeting, there had
been a flash from Hyde's eyes, that said to her--she knew not what of
unconquerable love and wrong and sorrow--a flash swifter than lightning
and equally potential. It had stirred into tumult and revolt all the
platitudes with which she had tried to quiet her restless heart; made
her doubtful, pitiful and uncertain of all things, even while her
lover's reckless gaiety seemed to confirm her worst suspicions. And she
felt unable to face constantly this distressing dubious questioning, so
that it was with almost irritable entreaty she said, "Let us go home,
mother."
"I have desired to do so for two weeks, Cornelia," answered Mrs. Moran.
"I think our visit has already been too long."
"My Cousin Silas has now begun to make love to me; and his mother and
sisters like it no better than I do. I hate this town with its rampant,
affected fashion and frivolities! It is all a pretence! The people are
naturally saints, and they are absurd and detestable, scheming to make
the most of both worlds--going to meeting and quoting texts--and then
playing that they are men and women of fashion. Mother, let us go home
at once. Lucinda can pack our trunks to-day, and we will leave in the
morning."
"Can we go without an escort?"
"Oh yes, we can. Lucinda will wait on us--she too is longing for New
York--and who can drive us more carefully than Cato? And my dear
mother, if Silas wants to escort us, do not permit him. Please be very
positive. I am at the end of my patience. I am like to cry out! I am so
unhappy, mother!"
"My dear, we will go home to-morrow. We can make the journey in short
stages. Do not break down now, Cornelia. It is only a little longer."
"I shall not break down--if we go home." And as the struggle to resist
sorrow proves the capacity to resist it, Cornelia kept her promise. As
they reached New York her cheerfulness increased, and when they turned
into Maiden Lane, she clapped her hands for very joy. And oh, how
delightful was the pleasant sunny street, the familiar houses, the
brisk wind blowing, the alert cheerful looking men and women that
greeted each other in passing with lively words, and bright smiles! O
how delightful the fresh brown garden, in which the crocuses were just
beginning to peep, the bright looking home, the dear father running
with glad surprise to greet them, the handsome, pleasant rooms, the
refreshing tea, the thousand small nameless joys that belong to the
little darling word "HOME."
She ran upstairs to her own dear room, laid her head on her pillow, sat
down in her favourite chair, opened her desk, let in all the sunshine
she could, and then fell with holy gratitude on her knees and thanked
God for her sweet home, and for the full cup of mercies He had given
her to drink in it.
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