Love stories; New York (N.Y.) -- History -- 1775-1865 -- Fiction
"Father will not. He called me a scoundrel, when I told him last night,
and advised me to go to the frontier. Joris Van Heemskirk will not
talk, but madame will chatter for him, and I could not bear to meet
Doctor Moran. As for Captain Jacobus, he would invent new words and
oaths to abuse me with, and Aunt Angelica would, of course, say amen to
all he says;--and there are others."
"Yes, there is Lord Hyde."
"Curse him! But I intended to give him his letter--now you have burnt
it."
"You intended nothing of the kind, Rem. Go away as soon as you can. I
don't want to know where you go just yet. New York is impossible, and
Boston is impossible. Father says go to the frontier, I say go South.
What you have done, you have done; and it cannot be undone; so don't
carry it about with you. And I would let women alone--they are beyond
you--go in for politics."
That day Rem lingered with his sister, seeing no one else; and in the
evening shadows he slipped quietly away. He was very wretched, for he
really loved Mary Damer, and his disappointment was bitterly keen and
humiliating. Besides which, he felt that his business efforts for two
years were forfeited, and that he had the world to begin over again.
Without a friend to wish him a Godspeed the wretched man went on board
the Southern packet, and in her dim lonely cabin sat silent and
despondent, while she fought her way through swaying curtains of rain
to the open sea. Its great complaining came up through the darkness to
him, and seemed to be the very voice of the miserable circumstances,
that had separated and estranged his life from all he loved and desired.
This sudden destruction of all her hopes for her brother distressed
Arenta. Her own marriage had been a most unfortunate one, but its
misfortunes had the importance of national tragedy. She had even
plucked honour to herself from the bloody tumbril and guillotine. But
Rem's matrimonial failure had not one redeeming quality; it was
altogether a shameful and well-deserved retribution. And she had
boasted to her friends not a little of the great marriage her brother
was soon to make, and even spoken of Miss Damer, as if a sisterly
affection already existed between them. She could anticipate very well
the smiles and shrugs, the exclamations and condolences she might have
to encounter, and she was not pleased with her brother for putting her
in a position likely to make her disagreeable to people.
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