The Maidens' Lodge; or, None of Self and All of Thee: (In the Reign of Queen Anne)Holt, Emily Sarah
History
The Maidens' Lodge; or, None of Self and All of Thee: (In the Reign of Queen Anne)
Holt, Emily Sarah
Great Britain -- History -- Anne, 1702-1714 -- Fiction
"Because He would do it," said Phoebe. "I don't know how. It might be
by changing my Lady Delawarr's mind, or the old lord's, or yours; or
many another way; I don't know how. But I do know that He has promised
to bring no temptation on those that fear Him, beyond what they shall be
able to bear."
"Oh, I don't know!" said Gatty, in that tone which makes the word sound
like a cry of pain.
"Have you tried entreating my Lady Delawarr?"
"Tried! I should think so. And what do you think I get by it? `Gatty,
my dear, 'tis so unmodish to be thus warm over anything! Compose
yourself, and control your feelings. Love!--no, of course you do not
love my Lord Polesworth, while you are yet a maid; 'twould be highly
indecorous for you to do any such thing. But when you are his wife,
you'll be perfectly content; and that is all you can expect. My dear,
do compose yourself, or your face will be quite wrinkled; and let me
hear no more of this nonsense, I beg of you. Maids cannot look to
choose for themselves, 'tis not reasonable.' That is what I get,
Phoebe."
"And your father, Mrs Gatty?"
"My father? Oh! `Really, Gatty, I can't interfere,--'tis your mother's
affair; you must make up your mind to it. We can't have always what we
like,'--and then he whistles to his hounds, and goes out a-hunting."
"Well, Mrs Gatty, suppose you try God?"
"Suppose I have done, Phoebe, and got no answer at all?"
"Forgive me, I cannot suppose it."
"Is He so good to _you_, Phoebe?"
The question was asked in a very, very mournful tone.
"Mrs Gatty," said Phoebe, softly, "He has given me Himself. I do not
think He has given me anything else of what my heart longs for. But
that is enough. In Him I have all things."
"What do you mean?" came in accents of perplexity from the bed in the
opposite corner.
"I am afraid," said Phoebe, "I cannot tell you. I mean, I could not
make you understand it."
"`Given you Himself!'" repeated Gatty. "I can fancy how He could reward
you or make you happy; but, `give you Himself!'"
"Well, I cannot explain it," said Phoebe. "Yes, it means giving
happiness; but it means a great deal more. I can feel it, but I cannot
put it in words."
"I don't understand you the least bit!"
"Will you talk awhile with Mrs Dolly Jennings, and see if she can
explain it to you? I do not think any one can, in words; but I guess
she would come nearer to it than I could."
"I like Mrs Dolly," said Gatty, thoughtfully; "she is very kind."
"Very," assented Phoebe.
"I think I should not mind talking to her," said Gatty. "We will walk
down there to-morrow, if we can get leave."
"And now, had we not better go to sleep?" suggested Phoebe.
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