Love stories; Success -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Youth -- Fiction
"My brother and I ran away from the little Ohio town where we were born.
Our father was a harness maker. I hated the place. I think I hated my
father and mother." He paused, as we do sometimes when we have suddenly
spoken a thought which we have long carried in our hearts but have never
uttered. The words had elements of surprise for James Wheaton, and he
waited, weighing his words and wishing to deal justly with himself. "My
brother was a bad boy; he had never gone to school, as I had; he had
several times been guilty of petty stealing. I joined him once in a
theft; we were arrested, but he took the blame and was punished, and I
went free. I am not sure that I was any better, or that I am now any
better than he is. But that is the only time I ever stole."
Saxton remembered that Warry had once said of James Wheaton that he
would not steal.
"I wanted to be honest; I tried my best to do right. I never expected to
do as well as I have--I mean in business and things like that. Then
after all the years in which I had not seen anything of my brother he
came into the bank one day as a tramp, begging, and recognized me. At
first I helped him. I sent him here; you will remember the man Snyder
you found here when you came," turning to Saxton. "I knew you would not
keep him. There was nothing else that I could do for him. I had new
ambitions," his voice fell and broke, "there were--there were other
things that meant a great deal to me--I could not have him about. It was
he who assaulted me one night at Mr. Porter's two years ago, when you,"
he turned to the bishop, "came up and drove him away. After that I gave
him money to leave the country and he promised to stay away; but he
began blackmailing me again, and I thought then that I had done enough
for him and refused to help him any more. When Grant Porter disappeared
I knew at once what had happened. He had threatened--but there is
something--something wrong with me!"
These last words broke from him like a cry, and he staggered suddenly
and would have fallen if Saxton had not sprung up and caught him. He
recovered quickly and sat down on the bench.
"Let us drop this now," said Saxton, standing over him; "it's no time--"
"There's something wrong with me," said Wheaton huskily, without
heeding, and Saxton drew back from him. "I was a vain, cowardly fool.
But I did the best I could," he passed his hand over his face, and his
fingers crept nervously to his collar, "but it wasn't any use! It wasn't
any use!" He turned again to the bishop. "I heard you preach a sermon
once. It was about our opportunities. You said we must live in the open.
I had never thought of that before," and he looked at the bishop with a
foolish grin on his face. He stood up suddenly and extended his arms.
"Now I want you to tell me what to do. I want to be punished! This
man's blood is on my hands. I want to be punished!" And he sank to the
floor in a heap, repeating, as if to himself, "I want to be punished!"
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