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There are two great crises in the life of a man. One is that moment of
disclosure when for the first time he recognizes some vital weakness in
his own character. The other comes when, under stress, he submits this
defect to the eyes of another. James Wheaton hardly knew when he had
realized the first, but he was conscious now that he had passed the
second. It had carried him like a high tide to a point of rest; but it
was a point of helplessness, too.
"It isn't for us to punish you," the bishop began, "and I do not see
that you have transgressed any law."
"That is it! that is it! It would be easier! I would to God I had!"
moaned Wheaton. John turned away. James Wheaton's face was not good to
see.
"Yes, it would be easier," the bishop continued. "Man's penalties are
lighter than God's. I can see that in going back to Clarkson many things
will be hard for you--"
"I can't! Oh, I can't!" He still crouched on the floor, with his arms
extended along the bench.
"But that is the manly thing for you. If you have acted a cowardly part,
now is the time for you to change, and you must change on the field of
battle. I can imagine the discomfort of facing your old friends; that
you will suffer keen humiliation; that you may have to begin again; but
you must do it, my friend, if you wish to rise above yourself, and you
may depend upon my help."
The old man had spoken with emphasis, but with great gentleness. He
turned to Saxton, wishing him to speak.
"The bishop is right. You must go back with us, Wheaton." But he did not
say that he would help him. John Saxton neither forgot nor forgave
easily. He did not see in this dark hour what he had to do with James
Wheaton's affairs. But the Bishop of Clarkson went over to James Wheaton
and lifted him up; it was as though he would make the physical act carry
a spiritual aid with it.
"We can talk of this to better purpose when we get home," he said. "You
are broken now and see your future darkly; but I say to you that you can
be restored; there's light and hope ahead for you. If there is any
meaning in my ministry it is that with the help of God a man may come
out of darkness into the light again."
There was a moment's silence. Wheaton sat bent forward on the bench,
with his elbows on his knees and his face in his hands.
"They are waiting for us," said Saxton.
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