Love stories; Success -- Fiction; United States -- Social life and customs -- Fiction; Youth -- Fiction
Left to himself Saxton examined his new quarters, found a feather duster
hanging in a corner and brushed the dirt from the scanty furniture. This
done, he drew a pipe from his pocket, filled it from his tobacco pouch
and sat down by the open window, through which the breeze came cool out
of the great valley; and here he could see, far over the roofs and
spires of the town, the bluffs that marked the broad bed of the tawny
Missouri. He was not as buoyant as his last words to the banker implied.
Here he was, he reflected, a man of good education, as such things go,
who had lost his patrimony in a single venture. He had been sent, partly
out of compassion, he felt, to take charge of investments that were
admitted to be almost hopelessly bad. The salary promised would provide
for him comfortably, and that was about all; anything further would
depend upon himself, the secretary of the Neponset Trust Company had
told him; it would, he felt, depend much more particularly on the making
over by benign powers of the considerable part of the earth's surface in
which his principals' money lay hidden. As his eyes wandered to one of
the office walls, the black trail of a great transcontinental railroad
caught and held his attention. On one of its northern prongs lay the
region of his first defeat.
"Three years of life are up there," he meditated, "and all my good
dollars are scattered along the right of way." Many things came back to
him vividly--how the wind used to howl around the little ranch house,
and how he rode through the snow among his dying cattle in the great
storm that had been his undoing. With his eyes still resting on the map,
he recurred to his early school days and to his four years at Harvard.
There was a burden of heartache in these recollections. Incidents of the
unconscious brutality of playmates came back to him,--the cruel candor
with which they had rejected him from sports in which proficiency, and
not mere strength or zeal, was essential. He had enjoyed at college no
experience of success in any of those ways which mark the undergraduate
for brief authority or fame. He had never been accepted for the crew nor
for the teams that represented the university on diamond or gridiron,
though he had always participated in athletics, and was possessed of
unusual strength. None of the professions had appealed to him, and he
had not heeded his father's wish that he enter the law. The elder
Saxton, who was himself a lawyer of moderate success, died before John's
graduation; he had lost his mother in his youth, and his only remaining
relative was a sister who married before he left college.
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