"Yes," he said. "It is good to be young. But isn't it anything to take
your place in the world? I want you to know all a man can do for the
woman he loves. Won't you let me? Soon?" He bent over her and took the
rounded arm in his strong hand. She did not withdraw it, but something
told him a link of sympathy was lacking in the chain. As she did not
reply he straightened and sat moodily looking before him.
"Don't think me capricious, please," she began. "You're everything I
can hope for--and yet----"
"And yet?" he repeated.
She paused a moment, then broke in, "Forgive me, won't you? I don't know
what it is. Something has affected me strangely." She leaned against the
back of the bench, rested her head in her hand, away from him, and Crabb
turned jealously toward her.
"You were thinking--of him--of the other."
"Why shouldn't I be honest with you? I can't help it. Something has
suddenly brought him into my mind. I was wondering----"
"Yes."
"I was wondering where he is now--to-night. It is so beautiful here.
Everything has been done to make us happy. I was thinking that perhaps
if I had written him a line I might have saved him some terrible trial.
It was only a boy-and-girl affair, of course, but----"
Patricia suddenly stopped speaking, and both of them turned their heads
toward the dark bank of bushes behind them.
"What was it?" she asked.
"A dead branch falling," he replied.
They listened again, but all they heard was the sound of the orchestra
and the voices of the dancers.
"You're teaching me a lesson in patience," Crabb began again soberly. "I
can wait, of course. I'm not jealous of _him_," he said. "I was only
wondering how you could think of him at all."
"I don't think of him--not in _that_ way. I believe I haven't thought of
him at all--until to-night. To-night, I can't help thinking of others
less fortunate than ourselves. I suppose it's only the natural thing
that he should suffer. He never seemed to get things right, somehow; his
point of view was always askew. He was a wild boy--but he was human."
She paused and clasped her hands before her. Crabb sat silent beside
her, but his brow was clouded. When he spoke it was in a voice low and
constrained.
"Do you think it kind--wise to speak of this now?"
"I was thinking that perhaps if he'd had a little luck----"
"He might have come back to you?"
Patricia turned toward him and with a swift movement took one of his
hands in both of hers.
"Don't speak in that way," she pleaded. "You mustn't."
But his fingers still refused to respond to her pressure.
"If I think of him at all, it is because I have learned how great a
thing is love and how much the greater must be its loss. You know," she
whispered, timidly, "you know I--I love you."
"God bless you for that," he murmured.
They were so absorbed that they did not hear the sound behind them--a
suppressed moan like that of an animal in pain.
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