England -- Social life and customs -- 19th century -- Fiction
"I am coming up by the 4.55 on Wednesday," she wrote. "Will
you meet me? I thought perhaps you might, as it is a late
train. Oh, Ted, I feel so old and different somehow; I don't
believe I _could_ climb into that pantry window now! Daddy
took it so strangely; he hardly said anything at all. Do you
think it is possible that he really does not love me as much
as I love him? And I mind leaving him so much that it quite
hurts every time he asks me to do anything for him. Why was I
made to like people more than they like me? Why, I believe
daddy was rather relieved than otherwise. And I thought he
would never be able to do without me! Am I very conceited, I
wonder? But indeed, I do believe he will miss me dreadfully
when I am gone. Aunt Esther won't speak to me at all; I feel
in disgrace, without having done anything wrong. Parents are
inexplicable; they seem to grow tired of us as we grow up,
just like birds! And they persist in treating us like
children, while they are forcing us to behave as if we were
grown up; I can't understand them, or anything. Things seem to
be going all wrong, everywhere. I have heard of a sort of home
for working gentlewomen, near Edgware Road; it seems
respectable, and it is certainly cheap. They have left me to
arrange everything, just as though I were going to do
something wicked. And I thought all the while I was doing
something so splendid and heroic! You will meet me, won't you?
I feel so forlorn and miserable."
Ted wrote back immediately:--
"It is a beastly rotten world. Neither of us ought to have
been born. I will cut the office and meet you. Buck up."
And the following Wednesday saw him on the platform at Euston, trying
to find Katharine in the crowd of passengers who were pouring out of
the 4.55 train. It was not long before he discovered her, looking very
unlike her surroundings, and pointing out her luggage, half
apologetically, to a porter who seemed inclined to patronise her.
There was an exaggerated air of self-possession in her bearing, which
did not conceal her provincial look and rather showed that she felt
less composed than she wished to appear. Ted examined her for a moment
doubtfully, and then made his way towards her. He had not seen her
once since she left him in the summer-house, eight months ago; and he
was amazed at himself for not feeling more disturbed at meeting her
again now. Perhaps her prosaic winter clothing helped to rob the
occasion of romance; for, in his mind, he had vaguely expected to find
her wearing the garden hat and print frock in which he had last seen
her. But when she turned round and saw him, the frank pleasure in her
face was the same as it had always been, and the episode that had been
enacted in the summer-house seemed all at once to be blotted out of
their past.
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