'Because he knew that I was going to marry you!' As he spoke he felt
that he had betrayed himself; he went on hastily, hoping that it might
escape notice:
'Because he knew that I loved you. Oh! Stephen, don't you know it now!
Can't you see that I love you; and that I want you for my wife!'
'But did he threaten to kill you out of mere jealousy? Do you still go
in fear of your life? Will it be necessary to arrest him?' Leonard was
chagrined at her ignoring of his love-suit, and in his self-engrossment
answered sulkily:
'I'm not afraid of him! And, besides, I believe he has bolted. I called
at his house yesterday, and his servant said they hadn't heard a word
from him.' Stephen's heart sank lower and lower. This was what she had
dreaded. She said in as steady a voice as she could muster:
'Bolted! Has he gone altogether?'
'Oh, he'll come back all right, in time. He's not going to give up the
jolly good living he has here!'
'But why has he bolted? When he threatened to kill you did he give any
reason?' There was too much talk about Harold. It made him angry; so he
answered in an offhand way:
'Oh, I don't know. And, moreover, I don't care!'
'And now,' said Stephen, having ascertained what she wanted to know,
'what is it that you want to speak to me about?'
Her words fell on Leonard like a cold douche. Here had he been talking
about his love for her, and yet she ignored the whole thing, and asked
him what he wanted to talk about.
'What a queer girl you are. You don't seem to attend to what a fellow is
saying. Here have I been telling you that I love you, and asking you to
marry me; and yet you don't seem to have even heard me!' She answered at
once, quite sweetly, and with a smile of superiority which maddened him:
'But that subject is barred!'
'How do you mean? Barred!'
'Yes. I told you yesterday!'
'But, Stephen,' he cried out quickly, all the alarm in him and all the
earnestness of which he was capable uniting to his strengthening, 'can't
you understand that I love you, with all my heart? You are so beautiful;
so beautiful!' He felt now in reality what he was saying.
The torrent of his words left no opening for her objection; it swept all
merely verbal obstacles before it. She listened, content in a measure.
So long as he sat at the distance which she had arranged before his
coming she did not fear any personal violence. Moreover, it was a
satisfaction to her now to hear him, who had refused her, pleading in
vain. The more sincere his eloquence, the larger her satisfaction; she
had no pity for him now.
'I know I was a fool, Stephen! I had my chance that day on the hilltop;
and if I had felt then as I feel now, as I have felt every moment since,
I would not have been so cold. I would have taken you in my arms and
held you close and kissed you, again, and again, and again. Oh, darling!
I love you! I love you! I love you!' He held out his arms imploringly.
'Won't you love me? Won't--'
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