And so Harold An Wolf came back with the Squire to Normanstand, and from
that day on became a member of his house, and as a son to him. Stephen's
delight at his coming was of course largely qualified by her sympathy
with his grief; but it would have been hard to give him more comfort than
she did in her own pretty way. Putting her lips to his she kissed him,
and holding his big hand in both of her little ones, she whispered
softly:
'Poor Harold! You and I should love each other, for we have both lost
our mother. And now you have lost your father. But you must let my dear
daddy be yours too!'
At this time Harold was between fourteen and fifteen years old. He was
well educated in so far as private teaching went. His father had devoted
much care to him, so that he was well grounded in all the Academic
branches of learning. He was also, for his years, an expert in most
manly exercises. He could ride anything, shoot straight, fence, run,
jump or swim with any boy more than his age and size.
In Normanstand his education was continued by the rector. The Squire
used often to take him with him when he went to ride, or fish, or shoot;
frankly telling him that as his daughter was, as yet, too young to be his
companion in these matters, he would act as her locum tenens. His living
in the house and his helping as he did in Stephen's studies made
familiarity perpetual. He was just enough her senior to command her
childish obedience; and there were certain qualities in his nature which
were eminently calculated to win and keep the respect of women as well as
of men. He was the very incarnation of sincerity, and had now and again,
in certain ways, a sublime self-negation which, at times, seemed in
startling contrast to a manifestly militant nature. When at school he
had often been involved in fights which were nearly always on matters of
principle, and by a sort of unconscious chivalry he was generally found
fighting on the weaker side. Harold's father had been very proud of his
ancestry, which was Gothic through the Dutch, as the manifestly corrupted
prefix of the original name implied, and he had gathered from a constant
study of the Sagas something of the philosophy which lay behind the ideas
of the Vikings.
This new stage of Harold's life made for quicker development than any
which had gone before. Hitherto he had not the same sense of
responsibility. To obey is in itself a relief; and as it is an actual
consolation to weak natures, so it is only a retarding of the strong. Now
he had another individuality to think of. There was in his own nature a
vein of anxiety of which the subconsciousness of his own strength threw
up the outcrop.
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