The Man in Black: An Historical Novel of the Days of Queen AnneJames, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
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The Man in Black: An Historical Novel of the Days of Queen Anne
James, G. P. R. (George Payne Rainsford)
Great Britain -- History -- Anne, 1702-1714 -- Fiction
But it is time now to turn to Mrs. Hazleton. Lodged in the upper
chamber which had been decided upon as the one fittest for their
purpose, by Mr. Atkinson and the rest, with the constable from
Hartwell domiciled in the anteroom, and the door between locked, Mrs.
Hazleton gave herself up to despair; for her state of mind well
deserved that name, although her feelings were very different from
those which are commonly designated by that name. Surely to feel that
every earthly hope has passed away--to see that further struggle for
any object of desire is vain--to know that the struggles which have
already taken place have been fruitless--to feel that their objects
have been base, unworthy, criminal--to perceive no gleam of light on
either side of the tomb--to have the present a wilderness, the future
an abyss, the past and its memories a hell--surely this is despair! It
matters not with what firmness, or what fierceness it may be borne: it
matters not what fiery passions, what sturdy resolutions, what weak
regrets, what agonizing fears, mingle with the state. This is despair!
and such was the feeling of Mrs. Hazleton. She saw vast opportunities,
a splendid position in society, wealth, beauty, wit, mind,
accomplishments, all thrown away, and for the gratification of base
passions exchanged for disgrace, and crime, and a horrible death. It
was a bad bargain; but she felt she had played her whole for revenge
and had lost; and she abode the issue resolutely.
All these advantages which I have enumerated, and many more, Mrs.
Hazleton had possessed; but she wanted two things which are absolutely
necessary to human happiness and human virtue--heart and principle.
The one she never could have obtained; for by nature she was
heartless. The other might have been bestowed upon her by her parents.
But they had failed to do so; for their own proper principles had been
too scanty for them to bestow any on their daughter. Yet, strange to
say, the lack of heart somewhat mitigated the intensity of the lady's
sufferings now. She felt not her situation as bitterly as other
persons with a greater portion of sensibility would inevitably have
done. She had so trained herself to resist all small emotions, that
they had in reality become obliterated. Fiery passions she could feel;
for the earthquake rends the granite which the chisel will not touch,
and these affected her now as much as ever.
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