“Such has been the tenor of my days since that fatal moment when these
misfortunes began, till yesterday, that I received a letter from a friend
in town, acquainting me of her present situation. Could such tales as
mine, Mr. Harley, be sometimes suggested to the daughters of levity, did
they but know with what anxiety the heart of a parent flutters round the
child he loves, they would be less apt to construe into harshness that
delicate concern for their conduct, which they often complain of as
laying restraint upon things, to the young, the gay, and the thoughtless,
seemingly harmless and indifferent. Alas! I fondly imagined that I
needed not even these common cautions! my Emily was the joy of my age,
and the pride of my soul! Those things are now no more, they are lost
for ever! Her death I could have born, but the death of her honour has
added obloquy and shame to that sorrow which bends my grey hairs to the
dust!”
As he spoke these last words, his voice trembled in his throat; it was
now lost in his tears. He sat with his face half turned from Harley, as
if he would have hid the sorrow which he felt. Harley was in the same
attitude himself; he durst not meet his eye with a tear, but gathering
his stifled breath, “Let me entreat you, sir,” said he, “to hope better
things. The world is ever tyrannical; it warps our sorrows to edge them
with keener affliction. Let us not be slaves to the names it affixes to
motive or to action. I know an ingenuous mind cannot help feeling when
they sting. But there are considerations by which it may be overcome.
Its fantastic ideas vanish as they rise; they teach us to look beyond
it.”
* * * * *
A FRAGMENT.
SHOWING HIS SUCCESS WITH THE BARONET.
* * THE card he received was in the politest style in which
disappointment could be communicated. The baronet “was under a necessity
of giving up his application for Mr. Harley, as he was informed that the
lease was engaged for a gentleman who had long served His Majesty in
another capacity, and whose merit had entitled him to the first lucrative
thing that should be vacant.” Even Harley could not murmur at such a
disposal. “Perhaps,” said he to himself, “some war-worn officer, who,
like poor Atkins, had been neglected from reasons which merited the
highest advancement; whose honour could not stoop to solicit the
preferment he deserved; perhaps, with a family, taught the principles of
delicacy, without the means of supporting it; a wife and
children—gracious heaven! whom my wishes would have deprived of bread—”
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