The Man of Last Resort; Or, The Clients of Randolph Mason — John Shaqi
The Man of Last Resort; Or, The Clients of Randolph MasonPost, Melville Davisson
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The Man of Last Resort; Or, The Clients of Randolph Mason
Post, Melville Davisson
American fiction -- 19th century; Detective and mystery stories, American; Legal stories, American
“Marion,” he said, “If I did not love you better than any other thing in
the world, I would not be urging these bitter arguments against my own
happiness. I would not be so desperately anxious about your welfare. I
should not be so fearful of the future. I should take the chance without
the hesitation of a moment. But the very depth of my love makes me a
coward. I could not bear to see you subject to all the evil things that
come with poverty. I know what a frightful plight it is--how it crushes
out the sweetness and the nobility of one's life, how it squeezes the
heart, day after day, until it finally becomes a dry husk in one's
breast.”
Randal's voice was now thick with emotion. “Marion,” he said, “do you
hear me? Do you believe me?”
The woman's hands tightened on the great arms of the chair, and for a
moment she was silent; then she began to speak, slowly and distinctly.
“I do not know.” she said. “I must have time to think. Yet I have
believed you all these years. I must believe you now. Yes, I do believe
you now. But you are wrong, frightfully wrong. You forget that a woman
is a human being with a heart. You think I am afraid of the world,
afraid of poverty, afraid of life as God makes it, as God wills it; that
I am a fragile something that the rain and the sunlight would ruin if it
touched; that I am a something more or less than you, a something that
requires ease and luxury and all the gilded stage-setting of wealth--and
you are wrong. If I love you, of what value to me are all those other
things without you? If I love you, it is not all these things I want--it
is you. I ask you to answer this, and by what is true in your heart,
know what is true in mine: Would you be happy with all that wealth can
give you and without me?”
“No,” said the man, “not after to-night. No.”
“No more would I,” added the woman.
The heart, as it is said, speaks clearer to the heart when tongues are
silent, and it is said that grief and happiness when riding high in
their meridian have no need for the cumbrous medium of language.
After a long silence, Miss Lanmar began again. “Men cannot understand,”
she said; “a woman's heart is so miserably strange. Things either slip
around it, leaving no mark at all, or they sink in and become a very
part of the woman's heart itself. There is no middle ground; no half
joy; no middle hurt. So it comes about that if one's image creeps into
her heart, it must remain. True, the world may never know; the world is
very stupid. But for all that, the woman's heart will hold its tenant,
and when she is alone or in the dark, she will know and feel its
presence. It may be that the woman will pray to be rid of the evil
thing, or it may be that she will pray to hold it always as a gift of
good, but be that as it happens, the woman's heart will remain forever
helpless to evict its tenant.
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