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But presently Ruth spoke again, and, looking up, he met the old
comforting friendliness of her smile. Her serenity had returned. Her
face looked white and very worn, but it was no longer marred with fear.
“I am sorry,” she said, “and I am ashamed to have been so foolish, to
have let myself think for a moment that we should fail. Hate is very
strong and very terrible; but love is stronger and very beautiful. Let
us only make ourselves into fit instruments for its power. We _must_. If
Karl von Schäde lasts beyond, so too, more surely still, does Dick
Carey. Why should we be afraid? Will you give to Karl von Schäde the
instruments for his power and deny them to the friend you loved? And is
it so difficult after all? Think what he must have suffered, his poor
body broken into pieces, his mind full of anguish that his country was
ruined, beaten, and full of the horrors he had seen and which he
attributed to us. Think of those last awful hours of his, and have you
at least no pity? Try for it, reach out for it, get yourself into that
mind which you knew as Dick Carey. Take Karl van Schäde into it too in
your thought.”
She stopped, her voice broken, but the light that shone in her face was
like a star.
“I will try,” said Roger North.
In the pause that followed the approaching clatter of Lady Condor’s
re-entry was almost a relief. She brought them back into the regions of
ordinary everyday things. Violet, too, was laughing, getting more like
herself. The tension relaxed.
“Miss Seer, if I had planted my dahlias among yours, really you would,
never have found it out. They are an amazing imitation—quite amazing.
Condor thinks my taste in hats too loud. But if men had their way we
should all dress in black. So depressing! Tea? I should love it. But no,
I cannot stay. I have a duty party at home. So dull, but Condor is
determined that Hawkhurst shall stand for the Division now he is safely
tucked away in the other House himself. All the old party business is
beginning again, just as if there had been no war, when we were all
shrieking ‘No more party politics.’ ‘No more hidden policies.’ So like
us, isn’t it? I shall put Caroline Holmes in the chair at all the
women’s meetings. She does so love it—and making speeches. Yes. She is
to marry her Major this autumn, but she assures me it will not ‘curtail
her activities.’ Curtail! so nice! But where was I? Oh yes, my
tea-party, and I would so much rather stay here. I remember I was just
going to be clever, and what happened? Oh, we went out to see Violet
milk, and we saw the dahlias instead. Good-bye. Good-bye. And come soon
to see me.”
So Lady Condor conveyed herself, talking steadily, outside the
sitting-room, with Roger North in attendance carrying her various
belongings. But as she progressed across the hall, and into her waiting
car, she fell upon a most unusual silence. It was not until she was well
settled in that she spoke again.
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