Farms -- Fiction; Paranormal fiction; Single women -- Fiction; Spiritualism -- Fiction; Sussex (England) -- Fiction
“I don’t like Violet’s looks, Roger,” she said then, her shrewd old eyes
very kindly. “Why are there no babies? There should always be a nursery
full of babies for the first ten years of a woman’s married life. And
where is Fred? You should speak to him about it.”
She waved a friendly hand at him, various articles falling from her lap
as she did so, and the car rolled away.
North gave a little snort of bitter laughter as he turned back into the
house. Fred? Fred was eating his heart out, catching salmon in Scotland;
and Violet was at Thorpe, obsessed by a dead man’s hatred. He was filled
with all a man’s desire to cut the whole wretched business summarily,
but the thing had got him in its devilish meshes, and there was no
escape. He stayed to tea because he felt he must help Ruth, and yet with
the uneasy consciousness that he was doing rather the reverse. Violet
had fallen into one of the moody silences so common to her now, and,
after she had had her tea, went back to her chair by the fire and a
book. Ruth and Roger talked of the farm intermittently and with a sense
of restraint, and presently Violet tossed her book on to the opposite
chair and left the room.
“What is she reading?” asked Roger.
He crossed to the fire and picked the book up. It was _The Road to
Self-Knowledge_, by Rudolph Steiner, and on the flyleaf, neatly written
in a stiff small writing, “K. von Schäde.” Then Roger suddenly saw red.
The logs still burnt brightly in the grate, and with a concentrated
disgust, so violent that it could be felt, he dropped the book into the
heart of the flames and rammed it down there with the heel of his riding
boot. The smell of burnt leather filled the room before he lifted it,
and watched, with grim satisfaction, the printed leaves curl up in the
heat.
He made no apology for the act, though presumably the book was now
Ruth’s property.
“That will show you just how much help I’m likely to be,” he said.
“Always supposing that you are right. And now I’d better go.”
Ruth smiled at him. The child in man will always appeal to a woman.
“Yes, go,” she said. “I will let you know if there is anything to tell.”
North rode home with all the little demons of intellectual pride and
prejudice, of manlike contempt for the intangible, whispering to him,
“You fool.”
His wife made a scene after dinner about his visit to the farm. She
resented Violet having gone there. It had aroused her jealousy, and her
daughter came under the lash of her tongue equally with her husband.
Then North lost his temper, bitterly and completely; they said horrible
things to each other, things that burn in, and corrode and fester after,
as human beings will when they utterly lose control of themselves. It
ended, as it always did, in torrents of tears on Mrs. North’s side,
which drove North into his own room ashamed, disgusted, furious with her
and himself.
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