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Her master, Raphael Goltz, came of the most despised of all race
combinations; he was a German Jew, and he possessed the combined
brain-power of both races.
He had the head of one of Michael Angelo’s apostles, on the curious
beetle-shaped body of the typical Jew. He was incredibly mean, and
rather incredibly dirty, and he had three passions—books, music, and
food.
When he discovered in his new assistant a fellow lover of the two first,
and an intelligence considerably above the average, he taught her how
and what to read, and to play and sing great music not unworthily. With
regard to the third, he taught her, in his own interest, to be a cook of
supreme excellence.
And on the whole Ruth was not unhappy. Sometimes she looked her
loneliness in the face, and the long years struck at her like stones.
Sometimes her dying, slowly dying, youth called to her in the night
watches, and she counted the hours of the grey past years, hours and
hours with nothing of youth’s meed of joy and love in them. But for the
most part she strangled these thoughts with firm hands. There was
nothing to be gained by them, for there was nothing to be done. An
untrained woman, without money or people, must take what she can get and
be thankful.
She read a great many both of the wisest and of the most beautiful books
in the world, she listened to music played by the master hand, and her
skilled cooking interested her. As the years went on, old Goltz left the
business more and more to her, spending his time in his little back
parlour surrounded by his beloved first editions, which he knew better
by now than to offer for sale, drawing the music of the spheres from his
wonderful Bluthner piano, and steadily smoking. He gave Ruth a
sitting-room of her own upstairs, and allowed her to take in the two
little dogs Sarah and Selina. On Saturday afternoons and Sundays she
would take train into the country, and tramp along miles with them in
the world she loved.
And then, when it seemed as if life were going on like that for ever and
ever, came the breathless days before August 4, 1914, those days when
the whole world stood as it were on tiptoe, waiting for the trumpet
signal.
Ah well! there was something of the wonder and glory of war, of which we
had read, about it then—before we knew—yes, before we knew! The bugle
call—the tramp of armed men—the glamour of victory and great deeds—and
of sacrifice too,—of sacrifice too. The love of one’s country suddenly
made concrete as it were. Just for that while, at any rate, no one
thinking of himself, or personal profit. Personal glory, perhaps, which
is a better matter. Every one standing ready. “Send me.”
The world felt cleaner, purer.
It was a wonderful time. Too wonderful to last perhaps. But the marks
last. At any rate we have known. We have seen white presences upon the
hills. We have heard the voices of the Eternal Gods.
The greatest crime in history. Yes. But we were touched to finer issues
in those first days.
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