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Violet Riversley looked at the pretty friendly scene with her beautiful
gold brown eyes, and the misery in them was like a devouring fire. She
was one of the tragedies of the war. She could neither endure nor
forget. With her mother’s good looks, pleasure-loving temperament, and
quick temper, she had much of her father’s ability. Spoilt from her
cradle, she had gone her own way and taken greedily of the good things
of this world with both hands, until Dick Carey’s death had smitten her
life into ruins.
She was twenty-four, and she had never before known pain, sorrow or
trouble. Always she had had everything she wanted. Other people’s griefs
passed her by. She simply had no understanding of them. She was not
generous, because she never realized what it was to go without. And yet
everyone liked and many loved her. She was so gay and glad and beautiful
a thing.
When she said good-bye to Dick Carey, she was simply unable to grasp
that he could be taken from her, and when the news of his death came she
had passionately and vehemently fought against the agony and pain and
desolation that came with it. She had genuinely and really loved him,
and nothing, absolutely nothing, seemed left. There was no pleasure any
more in anything. That was what she could not understand, could not cope
with. Her conventional faith fell from her, and she let it go without a
struggle. But her happiness she refused to let go. She clung to it, or
to the mirage of it, savagely, desperately. Dick was dead, yes, and she
wanted him with a devouring hunger. But all the other things were left.
Things she had loved. Things that had made her happy. She would not let
them go.
After a brief space, in which the devils of bitterness and resentment
and impotent wrath rent her in pieces, she took up her old life again,
with apparently added zest. Her friends said “Violet was very plucky,”
and no one was astonished when after a year she accepted and married
Fred Riversley. It was altogether a more suitable match than one with
poor Dick Carey. Riversley was of more suitable age, rich, devoted, and
a good fellow, and as North said to her best friends, “Violet was never
suited for the wife of a poor man.” Only Roger North watched her
anxiously at times. She had been her mother’s child before, but since
Dick’s death she had turned more and more to her father. Something of
his dogged patient strength of mind seemed to become clear to her.
Something of the courage with which he faced life.
She remembered a saying of his one day when her mother had been
flagrantly unjust and bitter to him on some matter of expenditure, so
that even she had felt ashamed. Whatever her father’s faults, his
generosity was past question. She had gone into the study and striven to
make amends, and he had looked at her with those tired humorous eyes of
his and said:
“My dear, nothing can hurt you if you don’t let it.”
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