_Sibyl_: "Well, I’m not blaming you. I only meant that if you were so madly in love with me as you pretend you would have dashed down to get a sight of me before you went hobnobbing with your missionary friends ... or bothered about clothes. I did not want my engagement to come to you as a shock, so I _did_ post that _World_ to you and got Gerry to address it—and I told Maud, so that she might prepare you. But _do_ let’s be calm and sensible and not waste time in needless reproaches. I _must_ get back to lunch. We’ve got Aunt Christabel coming—she helped to bring it about, you know." (Roger interpolates "_Damn_ her!") "She’s got twice mother’s determination.... Dear old Roger.... I _am_ sorry ... in a way ... but you’ll find _heaps_ of girls, _much_ nicer than I am, ready to jump at the prospect of marrying you." (Here Sibyl’s eyes glanced with a little regret at his turned-away face, with the bronzed cheek, the firm profile and the upward twist of the dark moustache.) "And you know our ’engagement’ was only boy-and-girl fun. Besides, now I know more about things—I was so young when you went away—I don’t approve of cousins marrying.... Isn’t their—I mean aren’t their ... children deaf and dumb or congenital idiots, or something unpleasant?..." (And here Sibyl, appropriately to the period in which she was living, blushed a deeper rose than the ride had given her at the audacity in alluding to children as the result of marriage.) _Roger_: "Nonsense. Heaps of cousins marry and everything turns out all right if they come of healthy stock as we do. Besides, we’re only second cousins. But of course this is nothing but an evasion. You thought you could do better for yourself by marrying an elderly peer, and so you threw me over...." _Sibyl_: "Well! I _did_ think I might, and _not_ selfishly. There’s papa—more or less in a financial tangle over his farm.... There’s mother, wearing herself ill, trying to make both ends meet ... and Clara and Juliet to be brought out, and the boys to be educated and got into professions..." (crying a little or pretending to do so out of self-pity) "...I know I’m sacrificing myself for my family, but what would you have me do? I shall soon become an old maid, and you won’t be able to marry for _ever_ so long...." (Roger mutters: "I’ve five hundred a year and...")