"Yes, Uncle Ranny," she murmured. There are times when I feel I could
jump out of my skin, as the phrase is, when she calls me Uncle Ranny.
That "uncleship" has been my undoing. Yet what a wealth of prerogatives
it has brought me!
I chose this evening because somehow all the world lay tranquillized.
Gusts of wind and plumps of April rain during the day gave way to a
great stillness even over this suburban countryside, where the rumble of
the trains is never absent; but the humid smell of the newly stirring
earth was still in my nostrils and our little lawn was already green
with young grass. One could almost hear the sap mounting in the trees.
There was a vernal feeling of peace and hope in the house—in my very
nerves.
We were in particular good humor moreover under the influence of
Jimmie’s table talk. That boy is a source of constant delight and
bubbles vitality like a fountain. His presence in a room positively
gives the effect of added light. He is just now in love with long words
and announced that he "would give me a composition on how to tie a
necktie." He meant a demonstration and we all laughed heartily.
"Never mind," murmured Jimmie cheerfully to himself. "Demonstration—I
won’t forget that one."
Griselda declares he is exactly as I was at his age. But I am certain I
never was half so delightful.
Laura was not with us. She is at a boarding-school at Rye this year and
comes home only upon alternate week-ends. Laura, sweet and grave-faced
like her mother, is never as hilarious as the rest of us often are. My
nephew Randolph was also absent. He, I suppose, was dining at his
eternal "frat house."
It occurred to me how happy we could be, just the three of us, Alicia,
Jimmie and I—plus, of course, Griselda. Alicia is beautiful now with a
tender coloring and movements of exuberant gayety that are like wine to
the heart. When her face is animated and her eyes flashing with
merriment, the house seems charged with the very elixir of delight. Of
late, however, I have seen little of her gayety and more of her pensive,
silent mood and that has been depressing. But to-night Alicia was her
old lovely self of the days before the engagement and I seized the
occasion to discover what I could about that puzzle.
Alone in my study, puffing at a cigarette which might have been a string
of hemp for all the taste I discerned in it, I feasted my mental eyes
for the _n_th time upon the picture of Alicia married to me, greeting me
as a wife upon my home-coming at night, nestling in my arms for the
delicious intimate fragmentary talk of the day lived through, of the
myriad little threads that take their place in the woof of life only
after the beloved has touched them with her love. The long quiet
evenings of intimacy and the nights which, in Goethe’s phrase, become a
beautiful half of the life span.
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