"He came here and followed ’Licia and me to town one morning on the
train. He watched for me till I came out of lecture and then he spoke
to me."
"What did he say?"
"Oh, asked whether I’d forgotten him, took me to lunch and told me you
gave him a rotten deal—took his children away from him—sent him into
exile, and so on."
"Didn’t he tell you that he deserted your mother and you three children
and that your mother died of it?"
"No," said Randolph wearily, "but I knew that. Oh, you needn’t think I
took to him right off the bat."
"Didn’t he tell you that he went away of his own desire—after a horrible
scene with—with Alicia?" I felt the truth must be told the boy now.
"Didn’t he tell you that I gave him money to go and that only recently I
sent him more money to San Francisco, because he wanted to get back to
the East?"
"No," said the boy in wide-eyed amazement. "He said you had taken
everything from him because of the mistake he’d made—and tried to keep
him down. That’s what first began to get me. Oh, what’s the use, Uncle
Ranny? It’s a hard thing to say, but I guess he’s pretty rotten, even
if he is my father. He got me drunk to-night to do this—" he waved his
hand heavily toward the desk. "Said there was some island he’d found
where he wanted to raise copra or cocoanuts or something—end his
days—-if he only had a little money—that’s why.—But what’s the use,
Uncle Ranny," he went on in the same weary tones, "I’m through with him.
I don’t care a curse about him now. What are you going to do with me?"
A great tenderness for the boy stabbed at my heart. I longed to comfort
him as I could comfort Laura or Jimmie. Was he not their brother and as
much as they my child? Like a disease, misfortune and dishonor had
suddenly attacked him. My breast was simmering with bitter
self-reproach.
"Come, Randolph," I put my arm about his shoulder. "Pull yourself
together. We must live this business down. There’s your education to
be thought of. You must finish, don’t you see?"
"You mean—you’d give me another chance?"
"Yes, Randolph," I answered huskily, "and still another." At that
moment I felt I could have given him seventy-times seven.
"Well, then," he answered, with the first gleam of interest I discerned
in him, "will you let me go ahead and enlist?"
"Enlist," I recoiled from that. "In the army, you mean? You are so
young."
"I mean in the navy—I want to do it, Uncle Ranny—I must do it—That’s the
only way I can begin again. I can’t stay round where Alicia is."
My heart went utterly out to the boy in his misery. I knew not what to
say to him. The pangs of despised love!
"Alicia has been your—" but it was futile to talk to him of Alicia.
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