"Go to bed, my boy," I said, gently urging him toward the door. "Get
some rest and still your poor nerves. To-morrow we shall discuss and
settle this matter in your best interests. Remember you are surrounded
by your friends." With a faint gleam of gratitude in his eyes, he
shuffled out unsteadily and I pressed his hand as we parted at the door.
I heard him moving about in his room.
Then I realized that I must find Alicia.
*CHAPTER XXVI*
Treading speedily with a strange lightness of step, I mounted the stairs
first to see whether Alicia might have returned to her room, as was
natural, and found her door ajar and the apartment empty.
My brain still wheeling, I seemed to float dawn the stairway and into
the dining room, but no one was there. Somewhat uneasily I passed
through the narrow box-like pantry into the kitchen and there the door
that gave on the garden stood open wide.
In the shadow, under the starlit sky, under the mystical blue of
overhanging boughs, stood Alicia alone, gazing into the velvety night,
straight as a silvery Diana, mysterious, tragic.
At the sight of her the mad tumult of the evening seemed to ooze away
from me in waves. By an effort of will I forced my heart to beat more
soberly, as I approached her softly.
"Alicia!" I whispered behind her so as not to startle her. Slowly she
turned toward me.
Her face was but dimly discernible but her eyes shone in the night with
the brightness of the stars. The one thought of my heart was to bring
Alicia back to the life of the past, to wipe out as swiftly as possible
the ravages of the emotional storm, to bring her back to the tranquil
blissful life that her happy presence made for me. A sad Alicia was
unthinkable.
"You must come in, my child!" I touched her gently.
"I have tried so hard, Uncle Ranny," she turned her face and laid a hand
timidly upon my arm, "I have tried so hard to keep all this pain from
you—so that you could go on being your happy, lovely self."
My own thoughts concerning her! She was giving them back to me—with the
poignant wistful gloom, the intense pathos of the young that is so
touching, in the young you love so lacerating. Did I ever say that
there are no women to-day who wear the hair shirt, like the radiant girl
wife of Jacopone da Todi? Blind fool that I have been!
"But my darling girl," I seized both her cold little hands, "don’t worry
about me. I am old and tough—seasoned to the fortunes of life—and to
the misfortunes, too. It is sad, very sad, but it is nothing. It’s you
I am thinking of. Things happen, my dear. Life is like that. There is
a lot of happiness and serenity in it. But you must not let this bite
into your soul—it will pass, Alicia—it has passed already. I want you
to return to your happy blissful self—the self that has made me—all of
us—so happy—so very happy."
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