She was here this afternoon to see the children. Gertrude is no hand
with children. They seemed strangely shy of her, a woman, though they
literally fell upon the neck of growling, grizzled old Dibdin. They are
still subdued by the suddenness of their tragedy, though real sorrow
Gertrude tells me, is, thank Heaven, beyond them.
"We’ll have to think up a way of disposing of the dear things," she
remarked briskly. And though I am myself completely at a loss what to
do with them, I cannot say I relished her way of putting it.
"What, for instance, could you suggest?" I inquired dully.
"Schools, Ranny dear, schools," she impatiently answered. "There are
homelike places run by splendid women—just made for such cases. Why,
even the little one—Jimmie, is it?—How old is he; four?—There are places
even for kiddies as young as that."
A heavy confusion, the reverse of enthusiasm, oppressed me.
"You forget, Gertrude," I endeavored as gently as possible to remind
her, "Laura confided those children to me with her dying breath—to
me—her only relative. Do you think I ought to fling them out at once,
God knows where!"
"Good Lord, Ranny!" she cried, flushing with a smile of anger peculiar
to Gertrude when she is annoyed. "What a sentimentalist you are at
bottom—after all!"
"A sentimentalist—I?" I felt hurt. "Just put yourself in my place,
Gertrude, and see how easy such a decision would be for you."
"I do, Ranny; that is just what I am doing," she insisted impatiently.
"But don’t you see that if there is any one thing you cannot do, it is
to keep them here—or in my apartment?"
"Yes," I said, "I see that. But I also see that I can’t pitch them out
among total strangers, a week after their mother’s—" I could not trust
my foolish voice to finish.
"Do you forget," demanded Gertrude with her smile that brands me
imbecile, "do you forget, Ranny, that we are to be married in two
weeks?"
"No, Gertrude—far from it. But that is why we are discussing this
problem—because it is perplexing. Besides, schools of the right sort are
bound to be pretty expensive things."
"Oh," said Gertrude, "of course. But poor Laura’s income ought to be
enough—"
"My dear Gertrude, that is what I don’t know. Carmichael is to give me
an accounting of it to-day or to-morrow. Laura never spoke of her money
matters to me. But, as you say, there will probably be enough. Only, it
isn’t altogether that—you see, Gertrude—" I floundered.
"Yes, I see, Ranny, I see," she hammered at me in the maddening way
women have. "You simply can’t get up enough will power to do something.
It’s the old story. But you’ll have to, my dear," and she smiled
sweetly. "You have all my sympathy and all the coöperation you’ll take.
But the one thing we can’t do is stand still. You understand that—don’t
you, Ranny?"
"Yes. I understand that. But my brain is as fertile of plans as a
glass door knob."
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