"I ask nothing more or better, Uncle Ranny," she pressed my hands with
quick intense little movements, "than to be near you, to work and to—to
serve you—that is all I ask in the world!"
Almost I had committed the unpardonable sin—almost I had taken advantage
of her mood and of her grief, taken her to my heart and poured out the
words of love that a hundred, hundred times had overflowed my heart and
clamored for utterance. A pretty head of a family, a fine protector of
the young I should then have been!
With a tremulous movement I put both her hands together between my own
and whispered to her lest my voice should betray me.
"That is exactly what I want you to do, my dearest girl—live quietly and
happily near me, be happy until the—the supreme happiness comes to
you—until—" I added with a painful laugh, "the Prince in the fairy
tale—comes along—to claim you."
It was the hardest utterance of my life, but I felt a flash of triumph
to have uttered it.
"The Prince in the fairy tale," Alicia repeated slowly, looking rapt
before her, "he came long ago—I have had more than I deserve—so much, so
much, that I often tremble to think of it. All the Prince and all the
fairy tale I want, or shall ever want."
For one instant I thrilled from head to foot. A darkness filled my
being for a moment and then it was rayed and forked by the lightnings of
a strange intoxication.
"You can’t mean, Alicia," I breathed huskily from a parched throat,
"you—that it is me—that you—"
And I knew instantaneously that all the restraint and resolutions had
been swept aside—that after all I was as weak and weaker than the boy
Randolph. For I had spoken without the iota of a wish to resist my
desires!
Slowly, very slowly, she drew closer to me so that her sweet breath of
violets was warm and fragrant on my cheek. My head swam.
"Ever since I came to you;" she breathed ever so softly, "ever since I
was fifteen you have filled my thoughts, my heart, my life. I
have—loved you always." The blood roared in my ears. I was filled with
madness. But too long had I doubted happiness to receive it with open
arms. I had made a stranger of it as does a miser by keeping his wealth
hidden away.
"Think what you are saying, Alicia," I took her face convulsively in
both my hands. "I have loved you beyond anything on earth, beyond life
itself. I have dreamed of you, dwelt upon you until I am mad. Do you
really mean you can love me—as a man? After all those foolish years of
hiding and suffering? Is that what you mean, or is it just—Uncle
Ranny?"
"Yes—that is what I mean, my Prince of the fairy tale," she whispered,
hiding her face against mine—"if you’ll take me!"
My senses reeled and swooned. She was tightly gripped in my arms. I
was straining her to my heart. The months, the years of love hunger
charged through my veins and sinews like an inexorable force,
remorseless, irresistible.
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