"But you’ve had your order in for three years," he protested, "and never
canceled it. Now suddenly you refuse it. That must mean something!"
"It means—I’ll tell you what it means, Andrews: I have acquired a young
family." I then briefly explained to him my situation.
"You don’t tell me, Mr. Byrd—you don’t tell me!" he repeated over and
over. "Then this is what I do," he announced with a sudden ferocity of
decision. "I hold that work, if I have to hold it for ten years, until
such a time as you feel you can take it. Only I am so short of room
here," he added blandly, "will you not store it for me on your shelves?"
"Why, you—you Samaritan!" I laughed in my embarrassment, clapping him on
the shoulder. "What are you trying to do—make a bankrupt of me?"
"If you will include it under your insurance—" he answered—"but never
mind: I’ll insure it myself." And then he talked of something else. He
was as good as his word. Before I reached home that Boswell was here
and is now on my shelves. I have been gloating over that epic of
personality and it occurs to me that Johnson and Griselda are kindred of
the spirit.
Two months! It is incredible. Years must have passed since the
children have come here. My past life seems remote as ancient Egypt.
This morning came a letter from Biagi of the Laurentian, asking why he
did not hear from me, when was I coming to Florence, and adding that at
Oxford also some Brunetto Latini material has been recently unearthed
and that I might stop on the way and examine it. I laughed. Gone are
those days, never, I fear, to return. If only I could smell a good old
parchment once again! I still remember the thrill I felt when Biagi
first showed me the vellum script of Sophocles at the Laurentian. I
could actually see the scribe in the Byzantium of the eleventh century
reverently copying the lofty beautiful words, in a spirit of high
worship, his pale cheeks flushed with his pious task. I _was_ that
scribe! Why, I ask, was that strange and eager feeling implanted in my
particular bosom? Could it be that in some past age, I was myself the
scholarly Greek?—But that is nonsense.
If only I could pay my bills. Yet I dare not touch the trifle Laura
left to her children. That must remain for emergency.
And on May first we must change our quarters. The renting agent, a
decent enough little person, was very apologetic.
"I have kids myself," he informed me deprecatingly, "and I know what it
is. But you understand. A bachelor is one thing and four children is
quite another. Makes a difference." I told him that I was more or less
aware of the difference it made.
"And these people here, in this here, now, building," he explained,
"they’re so nasty nice—they can’t stand the sight of a kid, let alone
the sound." I made no comment, for too recently had I been just so
nasty-nice.
We shall have to seek some pastures new.
Fred Salmon, as good as his word, has actually looked me up.
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