Sometimes he was delirious under the pressure of this nightmare. Certain
meaningless and unconnected words burst from his lips; he even perspired
from this painful struggle within him. At times it occurred to him that
he was going mad from intoxication, and that that was the reason why
this terrible and gloomy picture was forcing itself into his mind. With
a great effort of will he brushed aside these pictures and excitements;
but as soon as he was alone and not very drunk, he was again seized by
his delirium and again grew faint under its weight. And his thirst for
freedom was growing more and more intense, torturing him by its force.
But tear himself away from the shackles of his wealth he could not.
Mayakin, who had Foma’s full power of attorney to manage his affairs,
acted now in such a way that Foma was bound to feel almost every day the
burden of the obligations which rested upon him. People were
constantly applying to him for payments, proposing to him terms for the
transportation of freight. His employees overwhelmed him in person and
by letter with trifles with which he had never before concerned himself,
as they used to settle these trifles at their own risk. They looked for
him and found him in the taverns, questioned him as to what and how
it should be done; he would tell them sometimes without at all
understanding in what way this or that should be done. He noticed their
concealed contempt for him, and almost always saw that they did not do
the work as he had ordered, but did it in a different and better way. In
this he felt the clever hand of his godfather, and understood that the
old man was thus pressing him in order to turn him to his way. And at
the same time he noticed that he was not the master of his business,
but only a component part of it, and an insignificant part at that. This
irritated him and moved him farther away from the old man, it augumented
his longing to tear himself away from his business, even at the cost of
his own ruin. Infuriated, he flung money about the taverns and dives,
but this did not last long. Yakov Tarasovich closed his accounts in the
banks, withdrawing all deposits. Soon Foma began to feel that even on
promissory notes, they now gave him the money not quite as willingly as
before. This stung his vanity; and his indignation was roused, and
he was frightened when he learned that his godfather had circulated a
rumour in the business world that he, Foma, was out of his mind, and
that, perhaps, it might become necessary to appoint a guardian for
him. Foma did not know the limits of his godfather’s power, and did not
venture to take anyone’s counsel in this matter. He was convinced that
in the business world the old man was a power, and that he could do
anything he pleased. At first it was painful for him to feel Mayakin’s
hand over him, but later he became reconciled to this, renounced
everything, and resumed his restless, drunken life, wherein there was
only one consolation--the people.
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