Conduct of life -- Fiction; Man-woman relationships -- Fiction; Physicians -- Fiction
They made a group to which any glance would have reverted--the
old-young man, who was obviously the father, the baby, and the
thoughtful woman, whose costume proclaimed her to be a nurse. The
costume, indeed, was not without its influence on Carew. It reminded
him of the days of his first acquaintance with her--days since which
they had been together, and separated, and drifted into different
channels. Having essayed matrimony as a means to an end, and proved
it a cul-de-sac, he blamed the woman with whom he had blundered very
ardently, and would have been gratified to descant on his mistake to
the other one, who was more than ever attractive because she had ceased
to belong to him. The length of veil falling below her waist had, to
his fancy, a cloistral suggestion which imparted to his allusions to
their intimacy an additional fascination; and Archie's presence had
seldom occupied his attention so little. Yet he was fonder of this
offshoot of himself than he had been of her even in the period that
the dress recalled; and it was because she dimly understood the fact
that the child touched her so nearly. Like almost every man in whom
the cravings of ambition have survived the hope of their fulfilment,
he dwelt a great deal on the future of his; son; longed to see his
boy achieve the success; which he had come to realise would never be
attained by himself, and lost in the interest of fatherhood some of the
poignancy of failure. The desire to talk to her of these and many other
things was strong in him, but she roused herself from reverie and said
good-bye, as if on impulse, just as he was meaning to speak.
"I shall see you again?"
"I think not."
Then he would have asked if they parted in peace, but her leave-taking
was too abrupt even for him to frame the inquiry.
CHAPTER XIII
It surprised him, and left him vaguely disappointed. To break off their
interview thus sharply seemed to him motiveless. He could see no reason
for it, and his gaze followed her receding figure with speculative
regret. When she was out of sight he picked the child up, and, carrying
him into the cottage parlour, sat down beside the open window, smoking,
and thinking of her.
It was a small room, poorly furnished, and, fretted by its limitations,
the child became speedily fractious. A slipshod landlady pottered
around, setting forth the crockery for dinner, while the little
servant, despatched with the boy from town, mashed his dinner into
an unappetising compound on a plate. From time to time she turned to
soothe him with some of the loud-voiced facetiæ peculiar to the little
servant species in its dealings with fretful childhood, and at these
moments Carew suspended his meditations on his quondam mistress to
wish for the presence of his wife. It was only the second, day of his
son's visit to him, and his unfamiliarity with the arrangement was not
without its effect upon his nerves.
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