"When I saw you standing there today, I realized what they had done to
you and my loyalty to the institution and the doctor vanished," she
said earnestly. "And the psychotherapy isn't to help you, it's to make
sure you won't protest over what they've done. That's why I had to get
you away. They've ruined you and now _you_ must ruin _them_."
He had half-suspected it would come to this--but he hadn't been sure.
"I don't want to ruin them," he said slowly. "I'd rather be alive, even
as an experiment. And if you're thinking of a malpractice suit, you saw
the files. I couldn't win against that."
"I ought to know about the files--I worked on them." Her eyes sparkled
and her voice lowered. "What if the evidence is missing?"
* * * * *
He sat back. With her co-operation, the vital parts of the file could
vanish and, with that gone, he could collect a staggering amount from
the institution. He had only to appear and no jury or panels of experts
would decide against him. Is that what she had planned so swiftly
in the director's office--that she would share the money with him?
Somehow, he couldn't believe money meant that much to her. "I can't
permit it," he said. "In spite of everything, I feel obligated."
She flung herself across the narrow space. "I expected you to be
noble," she sobbed. "One look at you, and I knew I had met the
loneliest person in the world."
Like called to like, at least for her, and that explained why she had
grimaced when she had first seen him. It was her counterpart of the
receptionist's reaction. It explained, too, why she was willing to turn
against the doctor she had previously adored. As for the money, she
didn't want it for herself, but as bait for him--and he'd have to take
her with it.
She had guessed wrong on all counts. He would have thrust her away, but
it would have been too cruel. He tried to comfort her, and she dried
her eyes on his shoulder. "Darling," she sniffled. "I've never yielded
to any man, but if it will help you...."
She pressed close and he couldn't get away without breaking through
the thin walls of the cramped apartment. He had never known a female
form could be shaped around so many bones. "These things take time," he
said, though they didn't. "Let's not rush into anything we'll regret."
He seemed to arouse the motherly instinct in some women, if only in the
future tense.
Presently, she sat up, blowing her nose and looking ardently at him
through tear-rimmed eyes. "You can stay here. You've no place else to
go, and they'll be looking for you."
"Well," he said--but it was true. He shouldn't be wandering on the
streets.
He slept that night on a sink that converted to a bed. It would have
been more comfortable unconverted.
* * * * *
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