She talked of the thousand trivialities that go to make the
conversation between a man and a woman. Thornton lay silently,
stretched on the warm leaves at her feet, feeling her bloodless face
with its sharp blue veining. Each was conscious of a dynamic something
in the air; their minds had a frank understanding while the talk
skipped in and out among nothings. When she began once more to talk of
the sea that lay down there beyond the green meadows and the blue
haze, a faint rose-color of animation darted over the pallor and made
the moist eyes flash. The sea! That stood in her mind for the
mysteries of change, of the unknown. Thornton knew that this
wistfulness after change had nothing definite in it, was merely a
girl's hunger for motion; yet that had divided her in his mind from
her kind.
"There is a world beyond," she murmured, in wondering repetition of
his words. The branches of the nut-trees swayed in the odorous wind as
if whispering, "Yes, yes, we know of it. That world beyond ... over
the hills of flesh, and the tedious wastes of tired bodies, there _is_
a world of peace beyond!"
Her eyes came to his face wistfully. He held the keys of that
beyond.... Something had snapped in his well-ordered mechanism, and he
was going, going, drifting will-lessly into feeling and longing. And
the next moment he held her, looking into a face that burned with
love. There were no words. Life had been too strong for his little
plans; it had mocked him and driven him passionward, like a bit of
straw caught in a gale. The hours swam on unheeded, while they rested
there face to face. Then came the going home across the afternoon
woods; she silent and content, he trying to account for himself. When
he had speculated about such matters, he had seen himself discussing,
quite properly, the serious affairs of life with some tall girl of
distinguished carriage, some one of the many young women whose
acquaintance had made up his Boston parties. He had expected that
their conversation would grow more serious as this intimacy deepened,
and that at last, having found themselves of one accord on the sober
ideals of life, he should broach to her this final proposition
involving both their lives. He had half imagined such a situation with
several fine young women; the scene had always been played out in a
drawing-room filled with bric-a-brac and heavy hangings, he in his
long black afternoon coat. There had been a touch of solemnity in it,
a weighty sense of responsibility that would have made their first
kiss a little sepulchral.
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