"Jarvis, you don't mind it so very much, the change you had to make,
_now_."
"Now that I have more practice than I can attend to?"
The doctor's voice had an inexplicable tone in it at times which made
his wife shy of intimate conversation.
"You are such a success," she struggled on; "and everything has come
out so--peacefully."
"There are two verbs, my dear, which most people confuse: to succeed
and to win." Then, as he noted her troubled face, he kissed her. "That
bell has been ringing for half an hour. That is an outward and visible
sign of the first verb. I must heed it."
When he left her, she mused over his words. Except for occasional
disturbing moments like these, it never occurred to her that her
dreams made in that hot summer at the Four Corners had not come true
for them both. She had dreamed vaguely and she had realized vaguely.
When she contrasted her husband's career with her father's, or with
any other that made up the _repertoire_ among her acquaintances, it
seemed fair and unblemished. But men were exacting creatures, who
rarely knew what was best for them, and who kept about them a fund of
discontent to feed upon.
There was her poor father. He had given up now; Doctor Thornton saw
that his wife's parents did not starve. Ellwell was a melancholy
skeleton to meet on the streets, bent, walking stiffly at all his
joints, his fleshy cheeks fallen in as if after a severe fever. He was
shabby, too, though the allowance was a liberal one. Fine mornings he
would crawl down Tremont Street to one of the hotels, and lounge away
some hours in the bar-room, on the chance of meeting an old
acquaintance. Frequently the doctor would hear his husky cough in the
hall outside his office door, but the old man slunk away sullenly
whenever the door opened. Thornton suspected that on such occasions
drains were made upon his wife's allowance. Where else did it go to?
He was minded at times to mention this degrading beggary, but always
refrained. He would have to build his wife's character over from the
foundations in order to make her appreciate his disgust, and he was
not sure that he desired such an essential change in her, at least,
now. She would confuse the issue: he would seem to be rebuking her
pity and natural tenderness. So it mattered little if the old wreck
wasted a few hundreds more on the pleasures he was capable of getting.
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