If the mother was will-less in the general concerns of life, she had
shown one power in forming her daughters upon her own ideal of
refinement. It was the way of life for men to be brutes, in a curious
coarse fashion in speech, in appetites, in tastes; all that was an
unaccountable arrangement of providence. So likewise it was befitting
women to be chaste and refined, and to endure. Leonora comprehended
her mother's sad position, yet she never held her father responsible.
Men were made so, with a necessity for wickedness; some day she would
be called upon to marry such a man, and suffer patiently, without
scandal, a similar experience with vice. The woman's task was to keep
fresh and unspotted herself, her home, her rooms, like some cool
temple hidden away from summer heats and noisy commonness.
This girl of eighteen knew the family story as thoroughly as her
mother; knew the disgraceful episodes, the unstable condition of
fortune which they must expect. Tranquilly, daintily she trod her way,
avoiding "scenes," covering up brutality, ignoring beastly talk or
unpleasant dinner companions; occupying herself with her fresh
dresses, or household matters; now decorating a room in the old Four
Corners, or watering the ivies that were replacing the gnarled
woodbines. Mrs. Ellwell had never kept improper books from her
daughters--it seemed so hopeless--and she read what her father read,
accepting the lurid picture of life presented in the novels
plentifully scattered about the house as probably correct, yet with
an indifference and weariness. Some cool twilight at the Four Corners,
when the little tasks of the day had been done, before the carriage
arrived from the station with the unaccountable male element of life,
she might sit for a reflective half hour wondering why it had all been
made so; why passion was recklessly rampant in life; why the world
creaked in its action, groaning over the follies so thickly spread in
its course. In the daring of dreams, provoked by the long shadows and
the deep quiet, other forms, strange possibilities, might flicker in
her mind; but she was a woman! And soon it was time to dress for the
long dinner.
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