He set his teeth, and his face grew hard and cold; but all the same his
pulses quickened, and as he sat prisoned there, with those soft,
lustrous eyes gazing into his, he found that he was dreaming of another
life in which his scientific researches would be forgotten in the sweet,
dreamy, sensuous existence which would be his--enlaced in that loving
embrace, while those eyes gazed in his as they were gazing now, and
those curved lips returned his kisses or murmured tenderly as once more
they whispered the secrets of her breast.
"It has been so long. I have been so ill: but I do not complain, for it
has made me free to speak to you as I speak now. No, no; don't take
away your hand. Let me rest like that."
He was softly stealing away his hand, but she clung to it the more
tightly, and her white teeth glistened between her ruby lips in a smile
that was half mocking.
He heaved a deep sigh, and resigned himself to his position, while the
new thoughts which came surging on in a flood began to sweep everything
before them. She had been delirious, but there was no delirium here.
She loved him. This young and beautiful girl, to whom for years he had
given no thought save as the sister of his old friend, loved him
passionately, and he knew now the meaning of the ideas which had
troubled him for days--he must--he did love her in return.
But he was not beaten yet. A flush rose to his forehead and he set his
teeth hard, as he recalled his position--the confidence reposed in him
as a medical man--a confidence which he seemed to be abusing; and
drawing his breath deeply, he resolved that he would be man enough to
resist this temptation now Leo was weak and excited. She was yielding
to her impulse as she would not have yielded had she been strong and
well; hence he would be taking an unmanly advantage if he trespassed
upon her weakness now.
His course was open; his mind clear. He would be tender and kind to her
now. After she was well he could listen to her confessions of love as a
lover should; and as the thought expanded in his brain that he would
call this loving girl wife, he wondered how it was that he could have
been so dull and cold before--how it was that love should have been shut
from his mental vision as by a veil? And he sat gazing at his patient,
almost dazzled by the bright light which seemed to be shed upon his
future, till Hartley softly entered the room.
"Any change?" he whispered.
North glanced at the bed, and his heart beat fast. Leo was again
sleeping uneasily, and muttering in a low whisper. To an ordinary
observer there seemed to be none, but to Horace North there was an
enormous change, and he asked himself whether he should speak now or
wait.
He could not speak then of the subject nearest to his heart. He and
Salis had always been the most intimate of friends--almost brothers--and
they would be quite brothers in the future; but he could not tell him
then.
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